What that means for me is still uncertain, I don't regret my actions, but Gunner says that I still need time to process what went down.
I agree with that sentiment, and while I haven't lost any sleep at night, my world has been turned upside down, all because I took someone's life. He deserved it, but his parents are still without their child because of his actions.
We all have a journey when it comes to self discovery, and my guys have promised to walk with me every step of the way.
We're fortunate to have found one another. They can finally breathe now that their secret is out. They know without a shadow of a doubt that I'll never judge them for it, hell, I couldn't now anyways, because I'm also a killer.
Kai walks down the stairs dressed only in a towel, breaking my concentration from making our pre supper snack. My guard dog requested homemade Mac and cheese, so I told him he'd have to show his gratitude towards me later.
"Hey Princess. Do you like what you see?" He gives me his best smirk.
Turning the stove down to simmer I give him a once over. "Like is to tame a word, no I'm obsessed with not only your body, but you."
The blue orbs of his eyes burn brightly into mine. Cradling my cheek with his calloused hand, he brings his lips to mine in a soul searching kiss.
"You were made for me in mind, and I love you more than anything." He whispers breathlessly.
"I love you so much, Kai." I whimper against his neck.
Slowly, his hand descends inside my leggings. My pussy quivers under his skilled touch. "More."
I scream when he bites my lower lip, blood pools into both of our mouths, and I almost lose my mind. "Does my little slut want more?"
"Yes. Please." I beg.
In and out he moves his fingers inside of me. I buck my hips to the rhythm of each glorious pump. I'm insatiable for them, all it takes is one heated glance to make me melt.
"Faster, Kai! Faster."
Taking his thumb he rubs my clit, as he presses up against myg-spot, and I explode. "Did I tell you how much I love being your little slut?"
"It's implied with every sigh of pleasure that comes out of your mouth." He says with his chest puffed out.
"Your ego could be knocked down a peg or two." I laugh.
He kisses me once he licks his fingers clean. I love the way I taste on his tongue. He rubs his hands up and down my sides before grabbing two handfuls of my ass. "I can't wait to claim this."
I blush, but I secretly want that too. Reaching below, I throw his towel to the floor. He smiles, and moves to the stove. "Not yet, baby, there will be plenty of time for that tonight. We need to get ready."
"We are not having sex at our parent's house."
He rolls his eyes. "Of course not."
"Your sarcasm is duly noted."
"Good." He spats with a mouthful of mac and cheese.
So, I can't resist taunting him. "I'm sorry, what was that?"
He ignores me, because he's too busy shoveling in his snack. He's still butt ass naked as the day he was born by the way. "Babe this is so freaking good! I should have given you two orgasms. Damn."
I laugh. "Such a good dog."
He gives me a look while I fix my bowl. "Don't look at me like that."
He smiles. "Keep calling me that and I'll start humping your leg."
"So, just a regular Friday night then?"
