No matter how hard I try there is no escaping the Donovan brothers. Believe me, I've tried, and they always find me.
It's not easy being in love with two men that you can't have. They're forbidden, and that makes them even more appetizing. I've tried so hard not to turn into who my mother was before Doug, but it seems I've inherited her genes.
My stepbrothers have become a vital part of my world, it's like I'm drowning even though I know how to swim.
I'm encased in testosterone, even when they aren't around, they still are. It's as if they've cloaked me in their essence or something.
My brain can't function, I'm frustrated, sexually, and mentally. When they're near, I forget that I'm supposed to be mad at them in the first place, and that they've caused this drought in my life. What right do they have to keep me all to themselves? It's not fair.
The only time I can breathe is when I'm away from them. All I want is to live while I'm young, to be wild, and carefree for as long as I can. I also would like to have sex sometime before I'm ninety.
Parking in my reserved spot at the Asylum, which is one of the perks of having your step dad be one of the higher ups, I make my way to the front of the building for my shift. For the most part I love my job at Wonderland but the location is not my favorite.
The one hundred and eighty one bed gothic mansion is situated in the middle of a long ago forgotten carnival, and to be honest, it freaks me the hell out!
The theme park was popular in the 1920's, but after several murders they had to close down the park for good. I'm obsessed with true crime podcasts, but this one hit a little too close to home. It doesn't help that the murders are still unsolved.
The sun is high in the cloudless sky, but that doesn't stop the crows from circling around overhead. I'm convinced that the ground is cursed, because nothing grows in this area, not even grass.
I smile when my phone vibrates in the pocket of my scrubs. I know it's my step brother Kai, he's working the same shift as me today.
Kai's Got A Big Dick:Get your sweet ass in here, Pres. It's almost tea time.
I laugh at what he changed his name in my phone to. He's an idiot, but a sexy one. Sadly, I'll never get to see just how big his dick is.
Me:You know guys that brag about how big their dicks are usually have to use tweezers to jack off, right?
Kai's Got A Big Dick: Care to test out that theory? I can sneak off to the bathroom for a few minutes.
I throw my phone back in my pocket, then slide my hands over my face. If anyone were to see me right now they'd know I was turned on! Why is he such a tease?
Think of the devil and he shall appear. I hear his laugh before I feel the heat of his body drawing closer to me. Kai Donovan wraps me up in a bear hug and spins me around with my hands still covering my face.
I scream for him to put me down but it comes out all muffled. He laughs before setting me down on my feet. "Did I embarrass you, Pres?"
Rolling my eyes, I try to walk past him like my heart isn't beating out of my chest, but he stops me.
Our gazes lock, and I shudder. He's the epitome of sex, and I want him more than anything. It's hard not to blush again when he smirks at me like that. "You're beautiful, you know?"
This isn't the first time he's told me that, but it is the first time he's been so close when he's said it. "Stepbrothers aren't supposed to say things like that to their stepsisters."
Kai licks his lips, and I mimic the motion. If only I was brazen enough to place my lips on his. It would be a dream come true, and a nightmare waiting to happen. Why does he have to be my stepbrother?
"If you two are done fucking around I'd like to start this therapy session." I jump at the sound of Gunner's rough voice.
Turning toward the doorway, I don't miss the annoyance that's written on his face towards his brother. "Sorry Gunner, we're coming."
"You have nothing to be sorry about, the asshole is just jealous he wasn't the one spinning you around." Kai counters.
Gunner removes Kai's hand off of me, and places his on the small of my back. "My brother's right, but he's actually the one that's really the asshole."
I laugh. "That does sound like him."
He rewards me with a grin, and leads me toward the tea room. A smile from Gunner is the equivalent to how happy you feel on Christmas morning. "Today we have most of our key players."
"Even the Madd Hatter?" I ask quietly.
He nods. "Well, Lukas is actually the one in control today."
