“N-no.” he gasped.
I loosen my hold and stared down at him. “Then why did you say that bullshit to me after the wonderful night we had?”
Seojun dropped his head, pressing his forehead against mine. I briefly closed my eyes and inhaled his masculine scent.
“I was blinded by anger with the mere thought that you may have betrayed me, too.”
I pushed him back and stood up. “Explain.”
He sighed. “I have never been the one to show my emotions, but I have a feeling that if I don’t show you my vulnerability, then I’d lose you. So, bare with me.”
I tapped my foot and waited as he took in several deep breaths. I wanted to run and wrap my arms around him, but I needed to show him that he couldn’t treat me anyway without consequences.
“Losing the one thing that I thought gave me purpose hit me hard. Over fifty men that I thought I could trust with my life, fucked me over and it hurt. Then, I met you. I didn’t expect to fall for you so fast, but I did. You are so beautiful,smart, and just as crazy as I am. It was like you were made specifically for me. So, to even have a small possibility that you turned your back on me, too, crushed me. I was angry at the thought of losing you, Addison.”
My heart raced as my hands fidgeted together. “Why didn’t you just talk to me? You talked at me and accused me instead of allowing me to explain myself.”
His chin dropped towards his chest. “I know and there are no excuses for me to shut you out like that. I am sorry. If you give me another chance, I promise to never hurt you like that again.”
I exhaled a long breath as I paced behind his chair.
“I wouldn’t blame you if you didn’t forgive me. I’ve been a horrible man and have done some terrible things throughout my life. Screwing up the one chance of connecting with someone was inevitable. Why should someone like me deserve a woman like you, yeobo Addison?”
I threw my hand over my mouth as a sob tried to escape. Of course I was still pissed off at him, but all of this was new for the both of us. I wanted this to work and from Seojun’s actions, I could tell he did, too. Still, he had to be punished.
“Stick out your tongue!” I demanded, standing in front of him.
Lust filled Seojun’s eyes as he did what he was told. I leaned down and sucked on his tongue, letting a moan to escape from me. Seojun’s hands roamed up my back, which I stopped, pushing him away. I stood up straight and walked over to the table.
“I didn’t give you permission to touch me.”
“Yeobo, I’m sorry.” Seojun pouted, reaching out to me, but I slapped his hands away.
I grabbed the rope off the table and tied his hands behind his back. Repositioning myself in front of him, again, I pulled my panties down. Seojun seductivelystared up at me as I pulled his head back. I leaned down and spit into his mouth before dipping my tongue inside.
“Eat up,” I whispered on his lips before lifting my leg and thrusting my pussy into his face.
I threw my head back with the first swipe of Seojun’s tongue. I gripped his head and held him in place as I tried to smother him. His teeth pulled at my piercing, and I exploded all over his face.
I dropped my leg and knelt down before him, loosened his pants, and pulled out his hard dick. I licked my lips and kissed the tip of his head before dragging my teeth down his shaft.
“Yeobo, why are you teasing me.” He hissed.
“Do you think you deserve to cum?” I asked, dragging my tongue down his shaft. I took him into my mouth as much as I could while keeping my tongue flat like how the girls did in the videos I watched. I gagged, causing my spit to coat his dick and balls.
“Please,” Seojun moaned. “I promise to trust you.”
“Hmmm,” I said, standing up. “I don’t know if I believe you yet.”
I turned around and bent over in front of him, lining my opening with the tip of his dick. I slowly sat down, allowing him to painfully fill me up before abruptly standing up. I repeated the motion a few more times, enjoying the way Seojun cursed under his breath.
“Fuck!” he groaned. “Addison, I can’t take much more of this torture.”
I laughed. I didn’t care if he couldn’t handle it because he was going to take it. I started to bounce on his dick, pretending I was twerking to one of my favorite songs. Dropping my hips, I grinded on him and it felt like his dick was punching the bottom of my stomach. I stood up and straddled his lap again, this time facinghim. I continued my same movements and watched as Seojun’s eyes rolled to the back of his head.
“Eyes on me!” I snapped, slapping him across the face.
He rapidly blinked before looking into my eyes, his cheek turning a deep pink. I leaned over and bit onto his lip before trailing my tongue across it.
