Alex didn’t rush, didn’t pull away. He stayed with her, his body still pressed to hers, his breath in time with hers as she started to come down from the high, a small smile on her face as she relaxed into him.
As he moved with her, he took his time, enjoying the feel of her, the intimate connection between them. The sensation of her breasts brushing against his chest and the way her body responded to him, each movement built something deeper. The warmth of her core, the way she tightened around him, pulled him in, her body syncing with his.
Alex's breath grew shallow as he increased the pace, each thrust more urgent than the last but still mindful, still present in the moment with her. The pressure built, the rhythm between them deepening. He let go then, finally reaching that place where everything came together in a rush of heat and release, his body shuddering as he held her close, his breath mingling with hers.
As they lay together afterward, the quiet of the room enveloping them, Charlotte rested her head on his chest, her body relaxed against his. The air between them was thick with comfort.
Alex ran his fingers through her hair, softly brushing it away from her face. “I love you,” he whispered.
Charlotte’s eyes fluttered open, her lips curling into a smile. “I know.”
Alex reached up and turned off the lamp. Charlotte lay curled against him, her head resting just below his collarbone, her breath warm and steady as sleep took her. Alex kept still, one arm draped around her back, his hand slowly brushing the curve of her shoulder.
He stared up at the ceiling. The rhythm of her breathing grounded him, but his mind kept circling.
Earlier, when the world had slowed just enough for honesty, he’d asked her again.
“Do you ever see this being more permanent?” he’d asked, his fingers tracing lazy lines along her hip.
Charlotte hadn’t pulled away, but she hadn’t answered right away either. “I want to wait until my girls are settled,” she’d said finally.
He remembered the way she said it, not coldly, not evasively. Just matter-of-fact. Like it made perfect sense.
He’d frowned, just a little. “What does that mean? They’re all in committed relationships. Molly’s married, and the other girls are engaged. They all have incredible careers. What exactly are we waiting for?”
She didn’t give a perfect answer. Just a soft sigh and the quiet weight of her head against his chest.
Now, in the silence, he didn’t press. He didn’t push. He just held her. But the question lingered.
How settled did they have to be… for her to choose something permanent with him?
MONDAY
The shrill ring of Alex's phone shattered the stillness of the night. He reached over to the bedside table, his fingers fumbling in the dark, before he answered with a groggy, “Yeah?”
It was his landlord, breathless on the other end. "Alex, you need to get here. Water’s pouring into your apartment from the one above. We’re doing what we can, but it’s bad."
His heart kicked into overdrive as the urgency of the call hit him. He muttered a quick assurance and hung up, the situation settling on him like a cold draft.
He kissed Charlotte deeply, his lips lingering as he whispered against her mouth, "I have to go."
She stirred but didn’t wake fully, her face soft in sleep. He slid out of bed, careful not to disturb her, and began dressing quickly, each movement hurried but precise.
He pulled on his jeans, grabbed his jacket, and made his way downstairs. Before leaving, he reset the home alarm, checking the lock on the door one last time. A small act of reassurance before chaos awaited. He paused at the threshold, remembering Charlotte, still peaceful in the bed. With a quiet exhale, he stepped into the night.
Charlotte woke with a start,breath catching in her throat. The clock read 5:12 a.m., its red numbers cutting through the dark like a warning. For a moment, she didn’t know what had stirred her. Then, the memory of last night surfaced, sharpand unrelenting—Alex, sitting across from her, eyes open and vulnerable, asking if they were ever going to stop pretending and start building something real.
She'd told him no. Not directly. Not cruelly. Just enough to sidestep the truth. She said she wanted her daughters settled first, that the timing wasn’t right. But that was a lie. The truth was simpler and more cowardly.
She was afraid.
Since Chuck died, she’d shut herself off, piece by piece, until there was nothing left exposed. Grief had taught her how to survive, but not how to live. Her partner, Graham Cullen, was a lifeline in those years after the loss. A friend. Steady, dependable, kind. He helped her gather the scattered pieces of her life, but he never asked for the parts of her she’d locked away. With him, it had been easy to keep the door closed.
But Alex... he was different. He didn’t just want her in the now. He wanted her whole. He saw through the armor, through the practiced ease and careful excuses. He loved her like she was something permanent, something worth choosing every day. And that terrified her more than anything.
But if she lost Alex... she knew she'd never be alright again.
As she really awakened, the faint glow of the streetlamp outside cast long shadows against the walls of her Victorian home, but something about the quiet was wrong. Alex Marcel, her boyfriend and assistant U.S. attorney, had left her bed around three when he received a call she assumed was work.
