A shiver rocketed through her as the camera caught her spread out like this. It wasn't really nerves, it was more … excitement. The thought of filming this was a turn-on even though she never would have guessed she’d be comfortable with this but turned out she was. After all, she’d have control of the video, it was on her phone, so she wasn't worried about someone doing anything inappropriate with it, and it might be all she had left of this night with Micah.
One night.
That was all she was offering herself.
Offering him.
Although at the back of her mind, she was well aware that one night was all Tobias and Isabella had planned on, and now they were falling in love and expecting a baby.
With Micah’s heavy-lidded eyes watching her every move, Teresa felt her body come alive as she pressed the button to turn the toy on and then moved it between her spread legs. While she owned almost two dozen different toys, she used them sporadically at best. Getting herself off just never felt like much of a priority.
Not until right now anyway.
Now she felt like she had to come or she would spontaneously combust.
Positioning the toy against her bud, the sound of its vibrations filled the air. She jolted at that first touch, feeling much more sensitive than she usually did. Normally, she would hold the toy there, shifting its position slightly for several minutes, sometimes she never got that buzz other people seemed addicted to, and in the end would give up.
Today, though, as she held the toy against her delicate flesh, she felt something begin to build inside her.
She’d had orgasms before. Never when she was with other men, but sometimes when she was on her own she was able to get herself there with the help of one of her toys, or sometimes her own fingers. When she did come, it was nothing to write home about, pleasant but nothing earth-shattering.
In fact over the years, she’d come to believe that people were lying when they said sex was amazing and orgasms were addictive. It was mediocre at best as far as she was concerned.
“That feel good, pretty girl?” Micah asked.
“Mmm,” she mumbled with a nod as the vibrations continued to build something inside her.
This was her favorite toy, and she had spent a bit on it, but she loved the way it circled around her bundle of nerves and pulsed right where she needed it to if she was even going to have a hope of coming.
“What else do you do while you make yourself come? Do you touch your breasts?”
“They’re not very sensitive,” she replied as her hips began to rock a little, seeking more of what the toy was offering, and she pressed it tighter against her, wanting to fall apart with Micah watching.
Maybe it was a bit of payback, showing him what he could have had, but there was much more to it than that. She was seeking a kind of redemption that she thought only he could give her. Even with his betrayal she felt safe, at least physically, when it came to her body, with him.
This was a place she could let go. Be free.
“Can I?” he asked, nodding at her chest.
When she gave a shaky nod, Micah shifted his position, keeping the camera aimed at her while he lifted the hem of her shirt. Since she hadn't been planning on doing anything otherthan hanging around the house today, she hadn't put on a bra, so her breasts were bared to him the moment he bunched her sweater up above her breasts.
“The way I remember it, you loved it when I played with these,” Micah murmured as he took one of her nipples and rolled it between his thumb and forefinger.
Heat pooled low in her belly, and she could feel her orgasm shimmering just out of reach. Teresa pressed the toy harder, and her finger hurried to find the button that would increase the intensity of the vibrations.
Micah’s fingers continued to play with her nipple, alternating between gently stimulating it as he rolled it and then tweaking it harder. Her head moved restlessly on the pillow, her legs trembled, and she felt her body grow tense.
This was what always happened.
She wanted that orgasm too much, and the more she wanted it, the more it shimmered out of reach.
It was like she could feel it, rumbling around the edges of her body, but it couldn’t get past the mental block she had built without even realizing it.
“Relax, pretty girl. It’s time to come for me.”
With those words, Micah leaned down, and his lips closed around the nipple he’d been playing with. Suckling hard, he stole her attention right when he needed to, and without the barrier she usually kept in place even when she didn't want to, he opened her up to the most intense feelings she’d ever experienced.
Something seemed to possess her, it was the only way she could describe it. A rush of pleasure fired out through her body, starting low in her belly, then claiming every inch of her.
