I closed the door behind me and spun her around, causing her body to crash into mine. I took her lips with a savage force, hoping to mark her. I wanted to brand myself on her soul so she doesn’t know where she ends and I begin.
I slid my hands down her back and under her ass, lifting her up, encouraging her to wrap her legs around me, her skirt bunched around her waist. Looking over her shoulder, I walked to the couch and sat us down where she was able to sit on top of my hardness. I felt the heat from her pussy through her silk panties and my wool suit pants.
She began to grind on top of my cock as I took control of her mouth. Grabbing a hand full of her hair, I tilted her head away from me so I could kiss and lick down her neck. I found a sensitive spot behind her ear that had her grinding in my lap, tying to get friction in the spot she was craving.
I kissed my way back up to the luscious mouth, owning her like I’ve craved from the moment I first saw her picture. This is what my soul yearned for and I could feel her soul and mine linking themselves together, finding the piece that fit perfectly.
I slow broke the kiss off and rested my forehead against hers. Her mouth was swollen and slightly red from my beard. She looked like a woman ravaged.
“I think it would be a good idea if I leave. I won’t take advantage of you when you have been drinking or you are so emotionally vulnerable.”
Her face fell and I knew she had crazy thoughts running through her head.
“Do you feel this?” I asked as I ground my throbbing erection into her core. “I want you so badly. I want to lick you from top to bottom. I want to fuck you until you scream and when you don’t think you can take anymore, I’ll start all over again. Your body is perfection and deserves to be worshipped but tonight is not the night for this. You are not ready and I am willing to wait as long as it takes you to be ready.”
“I’m.”
Kiss.
“Not.”
Kiss.
“Going.”
Kiss.
“Anywhere.”
Kiss.
Kiss.
Kiss.
She sighed, stood, and pulled herself back together. “You’re right. It would probably be a mistake if we went any further tonight.” She was rebuilding her walls and I was about to knock them back down.
“Hell no! Anything we do together will never be a mistake. I want the first time we share ourselves to mean something. I don’t want to jump into the physical until I know I have your heart. Only then will I have your body. You are special to me and I want to do this right. Okay?”
“Okay.” She smiled up at me. She seemed almost relieved to not have sex.Good. I wanted her for more than her luscious body. I wanted her heart.
“I’ll see you in the morning.” With one last virtuous kiss, I walked out and waited for her to engage the locks.
As I entered the elevator, I sent a text to Lisa
She finally told me her side of the story. She is extremely confused and angry but said she will speak with you about it this weekend. I will let him know what happened, but we need to make this right sooner rather than later. I don’t know how much longer I can hold him off from making contact.
I saw the three dots letting me know she is replying.
I am bringing a few items from Sara. Things she has never seen before. Please tell him to calm down or he will push her away from all of us. I am going against my better judgement but I think this is what is best for her so I will talk to her.
Now to see if Lisa could give my sweet Maddie some serenity without me losing her in the end.
Iwas still sitting on the couch when Caroline got home from work. She had an early shift tonight and we planned to watch the newest episode ofOak Islandwe had recorded and have a glass wine. Yeah, I know, exciting stuff, but it was a Monday after all. I struggled to keep up our usual banter over the show, guessing if the “treasure” was from pirates, Knights Templar, or aliens. Uncle Joe was a history buff and so we’d both watched and read a lot of things growing up that most people our age found boring: Local history, international studies of culture, lost tribes, treasures, and dinosaurs.
She must have taken notice of my reduced conversation because she paused the show and turned her complete attention to me.
“What’s going on with you? I was expecting you to talk my ear off about Lucas and your first day, but you haven’t said a word about either. Did something happen today?” she asked gently as she moved closer to me and put her arm around my shoulder. Just having her there made me feel better. She’s been the one constant in my life and her opinion matters.
