Silence lingered as we faced each other. Both lost between claiming something we need, and the wrongness of it all.
‘I don’t know,’ she whispered.
‘Sarah,’ I said, a tremor stealing through my words. ‘Things were already falling apart. You felt it. We both did.’
‘I know.’ Her gaze dipped to her lap.
‘What if this insane, fucked-up idea saves us? What if it’s exactly what we need?’
Sarah’s hands trembled.
‘You’d let me be on my knees for him? For both of you?’
My stomach twisted at her words. At the reality of my girl with another man. With my stepbrother.
‘It’s not about giving you away. It’s about us learning together. About me becoming the man you need. If it brings you pleasure along the way? I can deal with that.’
She exhaled slowly. ‘And you think Drew can make that happen?’
I nodded. ‘I know he can. Trust me. Just this once.’
‘Okay. But only because it’syouasking. I don’t trust him in the slightest.’
The library smelled of old leather and lemon polish. Shadows danced over the walls from the litany of candles Drew had lit.
Sarah knelt between us.
Naked.
Quivering.
She rested her hands on her thighs. Right where Drew had instructed her to place them.
She looked beautiful. Graceful. And him standing there with her? It tore me apart.
Sarah was mine. My girlfriend. My love. It pained me to see Drew’s eyes devour her. A primal urge to rip her away from him scalded me.
Beneath it, another urge burned hotter. Darker and harder to admit. I wanted to be at her side. On my knees. With Drew’s eyes on me.
‘Good girl,’ Drew growled while circling her like a predator. His hand brushed over her jaw, and the way she melted into his touch burned. ‘This is how Jake learns. Watching you submit. Watching me use you like the slut you ache to be.’
Sarah’s cheeks flushed scarlet.
‘Yes,’ she whispered.
My fists clenched, nails digging into my palms.
Drew smirked at me, as if he saw every secret thought written clearly all over my face.
‘Don’t worry, Jake. She’s going to show you what she needs.’
He crouched, using a finger to tip Sarah’s chin up. ‘Open your mouth.’
Her lips parted without hesitation. Just as mine had whenever he ordered me to.
My cock throbbed. I could hardly breathe with the weight of the tension in the room.
Drew slid his thumb between her parted lips, pressing down on her tongue. His eyes darkened as he revelled in her sweetness.
