Page 37 of Redeemed in Crimson


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He starts with my mouth, then trails down my entire body with kisses and nips until I’m shaking with desire. Moving back up, he takes a nipple into his mouth and gives a little nibble before moving to the other.

I’m impatient, pulling on his head to get his attention. “Ledger, please, I need more. I needyou.”

“You have me right here.” He smirks before going down farther and trailing a line of kisses to my core.

His hands have replaced his mouth on my breasts, and he massages them with the same rhythm as his tongue. He’s licking my pussy everywhere but my clit.

“I need your cock!”I demand.

I have no idea where this has come from, but I sincerely feel like if he isn’t inside meright now,I’ll die.Spontaneous combustion from acute lack of cock…

Finally, I’m shaken from my thoughts by Ledger making his way back up my body, giving me one last tiny kiss to the tip of my nose before his hand reaches between us.

He lines his dick up with my opening and starts to slowly push his way inside.

The pain is sharp as his head enters me, and I squeeze my eyes together in an attempt to avoid grimacing.

“Fuck, you’re so fucking tight, baby.” As the sting subsides, I open my eyes, and Ledger seems to be in pain as well. He’s trying so hard to hold himself back that he’s shaking.

Do I want him to hold back?

Before I have time to second-guess myself, I place a hand on one of his cheeks. “You don’t always have to be in control with me. Let go.”

“I’ll hurt you,” he says, dropping his forehead to mine.

“You’ll hurt me either way.” I push my hips up, trying to force him deeper inside. “Fuck me like you want.”

“Trust me, you don’t want me to fuck you like I want,” he says as he repeats the pattern of removing his head to rub against my clit, then bringing it back down to my opening, thrusting in just a little more each time. “I’d fucking ruin you, baby.”

I haven’t even felt the first ladder piercing, so it’s going to be hours before he’s fully seated inside me at this rate. I need more. I needallof him. His mouth is on my neck, kissing and sucking. His hands roam my body. He’s everywhere. Everywhere except where I need him the most. Every rub against my clit has me growing more and more feral.

The moment he lines himself up to my desperate opening to, no doubt, give me a shallow thrust, I grab onto his ass, digging my fingers into him and holding him there with all my might. I need him. I thrust my hips up to meet him, trying again to force him deeper. “Ruin me, then.”

He pulls back just enough to look at me, his eyes darkening as he growls, “I love you, Sloane. You’re my woman, my queen, and I need you to remember that while I’m tearing you apart.”

He thrusts completely into me in one motion, pulling a blood-curdling scream from my lungs. I thought the books were lying, but it really does feel like my body is ripping in two.

Before I can adjust to the pain, Ledger bites downhardon my shoulder, distracting me, and starts rolling his thumb across my clit. He’sso big,and it hurtsso much,but I can feel my body responding to his presence. I didn’t think it was possible to get any wetter, but as he remains inside me, I relax aroundhim, producing more lubrication, as if my body wants him as deep as possible.

“Goddamn, baby,” he grunts as he begins slowly fucking into me. “I knew you would be exquisite, but this is beyond my wildest dreams.” He pulls back to make eye contact again as he stops, seated deep inside me, like he doesn’t even want to separate our bodies for the time it would take him to thrust. “Youare beyond my wildest dreams, Sloane.”

Tears of pure happiness join those that were already rolling down my cheeks from the pain as I stare back into Ledger’s eyes.He means that. He chooses me. He’s been choosing me for months in a million different ways.

He reaches down to wipe away my tears. “That’s my good girl, taking my entire cock. I knew you could, Angel. It was made for you.”

Ledger pulls almost all the way out slowly, and I feel every single one of his barbells across spots inside me that I had no idea existed. I release a ragged breath. “I had no idea anything could feel like this.”

But he’s not looking at me anymore. Ledger’s entire world has narrowed to the point where we’re still connected, just the wide head of his cock remaining inside me enough to spread my lips around him. He’s as still as a statue, mesmerized. I lean up on my forearms to see what exactly he’s looking at, and I realize it’sblood.And a decent amount of it, too. I assumed the stories I’d heard were exaggerated, and I rode horses growing up, so I wasn’t sure I would even bleed.But I did. And Ledger looks…beyond feral.

I’m considering whether I should say something to try to break him out of his trance when he reaches for his phone andtakes apictureof my virgin blood covering his cock. I’m about to ask what the hell he’s doing when he tosses the phone and leans back down to look in my eyes, sliding slowlyallthe way back inside me and holding himself there.

“Look at me,” he growls, holding my face between his hands. “You aremine.This ismycunt that’s bleeding all over my dick. I’m the only man who’s ever going to be inside you. Nod if you understand, Sloane.”

I nod.

“You’re my woman, you’re going to be my wife, I’m going to fill this perfect little pussy up with babies, and you’re going to have everything you want every day of the rest of your life. Nod if you understand.”

I nod, my pussy clenching around his hard length, feeling the piercings at the head of his dick touching my deepest places as he starts to thrust again, hard.