Lowering my lips to the outside of her ear, I graze my nose along the shallow indentation. “You’re mine, Lux. I will continue to do whatever it takes to make sure you’re safe. I will go to the ends of the earth for you and gladly walk through fire to do it.” A sharp inhale causes a tiny gasp to escape her lips. “And I’m not going to apologize for how I feel.”
Her head lowers between us as she tries to grapple with my actions. Fighting between how she feels and what she should believe is morally acceptable.
She starts to walk away from me, but I catch her wrist and pull her into my chest and a tight yelp escapes from her throat. “River!”
Lux needs to accept this is my way of expressing my devotion to her. I grow impatient with the direction this conversation is going, because I know deep down, my obsessive passion for her doesn’t scare her.
“You like that I was watching you, do you?” I nudge with a low growl. “It excites you, knowing I’ve seen you come all over your fingers with my name on your lips. Doesn’t it?”
“River.” Her voice grows deep.
Tightening my hand around her wrist, I bend to meet her fiery gaze. “How would it make you feel if I told you I jacked off watching you pleasure yourself?”
Lux jabs her elbow into my side, but it does nothing for the grip I have on her. “Seriously?”
“Yes.” I twist her in my arm, bringing her back to my front. Wrapping myself tightly around her body, rendering her unable to move. “You speak to my soul, Lux, and I know I speak to yours, too,” I whisper into her ear.
“So what? It doesn’t give you the right to watch me without my knowledge.” She fights against my hold, but… “Have you been protecting or keeping me, River?”
With a free hand, I pinch her cheeks together, angling her head up so her skin runs flush with mine. “Both.”
A whimper slips out from her delicious lips before her knees give out. Sensing the shift in weight and preventing her from throwing herself onto the hard, unforgiving floor, I pull her to my desk.
“Bend over.” I slip my free hand under her skirt. The silkiness of the black stockings makes my mouth water. If I have learned anything about Lux, is that she is a fucking loose cannon—one that enjoys being controlled.
“River.” She slides her leg out and swings it under me, and I’m not expecting it.
“You like to be controlled don’t you?” I tease, coiling my hand through a chunk of her hair.
Lux arches her back, inviting me in as she slides her hand under her skirt and yanks her panties down. My cock is pulsating and pokes the inside of my joggers with a painful desperation. “Maybe.”
“Open up for me,” I command, thrusting my hard length into her ass cheeks, separating her legs.
The last of her fight melts away, and I loosen my hold on her and pull my cock out, fisting myself a few times before sliding into her.
“Oh god,” she moans.
“There you go, Lux.” I roll my hips into her.
She lets out another moan and her head falls back onto my shoulder.
Bending to bring my lips to hers, my tongue darts out, licking across the seam of her lips.
“Say it.” I enjoy how her body sucks me in. Barely able to slide out, I roll my hips angling upward. “Say that you’re mine.”
“Yes,” she pants. “All yours.”
Grabbing the side of her ass, my fingers sink into her soft skin. “That’s what I thought.”
“Did you really watch me make myself come?” Her eyes roll back into her head as our bodies move in sync with one another, the sounds of slapping echoing through the room.
I knew she liked it.
A laugh rumbles inside my chest, while my lip quirks up. “I watched you play with that pretty little pussy of yours,” I confess, slamming into her. Lux lets out a guttural groan, arching her back and taking my cock even deeper inside her cunt. “Are you upset about it?”
“Only if you’ve watched others too.”
Pumping myself into her a few more times, I come closer to my climax. “You’re the only one.”