“Hello,” I say, because I’m not sure what else to say.
Martha stares at me with that same penetrating gaze, her broad face a mask. “It is Thursday. I am here to clean.”
What? I remember her mentioning that she was free on Thursdays, but I don’t remember agreeing to let her come. In fact, I distinctly remember trying to come up with a nice way of telling her we weren’t interested before I got distracted by Suzette insulting my pie. Would she justshow uphere without having confirmed the plans?
Did Suzette put her up to this?
“Um,” I say. “I… I appreciate you coming and all, but as I was saying the other night, we really don’t have…”
Martha does not budge. She’s not getting the message.
“Look,” I say, “we don’t… I mean, I can clean the house myself. You don’t need to?—”
“Your husband told me to come,” Martha interrupts me.
What? “He… he did?”
She nods almost imperceptibly. “He called me.”
“Um,” I say again. “Excuse me for one second.”
Enzo has a late start today, so he’s sleeping in this morning. But I sprint up the stairs, and when I see him lying on his side of the bed, I give his shoulder a shake. His eyelashes flutter but he doesn’t open his eyes. I shake him more violently this time, and he finally looks up at me sleepily.
“Millie?” he murmurs.
“Enzo,” I say, “did you call that cleaning woman Suzette recommended?”
He sits up slowly in bed, rubbing his eyes. There have been mornings when I have seen him be instantly alert and leap out of bed, immediately at attention. But I haven’t seen him do that in a long time. Maybe not even since the kids were born. These days, it’s a five-minute process to get him coherent enough for a conversation.
“Yes,” he finally says. “I called her.”
“Why would you do that? We can’t afford a cleaning woman! I can do it myself.”
He yawns. “Is okay. Not that expensive.”
“Enzo…”
He takes another few seconds to wake himself up fully. He swings his legs over the side of the bed. “Millie, you are always cleaning for people. Ever since I know you. So this time, someone cleans for you.”
I wring my hands together. “But?—”
“No but,” he says. “She will only come twice a month. Not that much money. Also, Nico is going to empty the trash now, and Ada will do the dishes. I talked to them.”
I start to protest again, but actually, itwouldbe nice not to have to clean for a change. He’s right—it’s something I have always done. I went right from cleaning other people’s houses tocleaning up after my children. Not that Enzo doesn’t ever help, but cleaning a house of four people is a big job.
“Not that much money,” he says again. “You deserve this.”
Maybe I do. Maybe I do deserve it. And anyway, his mind seems made up, so I’m not going to argue.
Except why does it have to beMartha?
I return to the living room, where Martha has efficiently located our cleaning supplies and put herself to work. Okay, she does have a bit of an issue with staring at me, but plenty of people are socially awkward, and she seems to be an incredibly competent cleaning woman. Most families I worked for had endless instructions on how they wanted everything done, but I vowed if I ever could afford that kind of help, I wouldn’t be so obnoxious.
“Enzo says it’s okay,” I report back to her.
She gives me a crisp nod. The woman hardly ever talks. She reminds me a bit of those guards for the royal palace in England who can’t talk or smile.
I attempt to make my egg in the kitchen, but it’s hard to cook with Martha right next to me, efficiently scrubbing our countertop while also glancing up at me every few seconds. Even though our kitchen is much larger than the one we had back in the city, it’s weird to be here while she is cleaning. It feels awkward, like I’m some sort of fancy, rich person who employs servants, which is funny considering… well, we can barely even afford this house, even at ten percent below asking. This house that possibly used to be occupied by barn animals. (Although I don’t actually believe that. I mean, I’m pretty sure.)
