I nodded slowly. “That is a predicament.”
“Be back in a flash.” He jumped down from the bunk, and I heard more muffled curses before a door opened followed by more thumps.
I probably could’ve offered to go without. I’d been on the patch after a tiny scare with Charlie, but I really wasn’t there with Ben. And honestly, doubling up on protection never hurt anyone.
“Got ‘em!” Ben crowed triumphantly.
I peeked over the edge and watched spellbound as he jogged back to me. It was impossible to know where to look—at those rock-hard abs with the hella hot tattoos or his bobbing dick that was just all out there, waving in the air.
Okay, so I totally watched his dick bounce toward me.
And worse, Ben knew it.
“See something you like?” He paused next to the bunk and leered comically at me.
I couldn’t even lie. I just nodded, completely spellbound. Dick-dazed? Was that the term? “I hope you brought more than one back with you.”
Ben just laughed and tossed a whole box into the bunk. “Do I look stupid?”
I shook my head. “You look…needy. Luckily, so am I. Get in here and do me already.”
“Someone’s feeling needy despite already having an orgasm.” He laughed again as he swung into the bunk.
I held up two fingers. “Technically, two.”
“Oh, I know.” His smile was wolfish as he knelt next to me. But his smile fell away as he wrestled with the condom box then wrapper before finally rolling a condom down his length. After, he tossed me another smug smirk. “I just wanted to hear you say it.”
My breath hitched as he nudged his way between my thighs. I kinda expected him to just dive in. Give into that straining need I could see in his eyes.
But instead, he bent forward and kissed me again. So sweet and tender that tears stung my eyes. And when I opened them after he broke the kiss, he was staring down at me with this expression on his face.
Like he was amazed he was here with me.
Me.
I shook my head slightly and a tear trailed down my cheek.
Ben reached out and brushed it away. “Everything okay?”
“Yeah.” My breath hitched. “Just…I don’t know why you’re looking at me like that.”
“I don’t want to forget this moment. It feels like the beginning of everything.” He closed his eyes and swayed as his lips moved without any sound.
“Ben? You okay?”
“What?” He jolted then shook his head. “Sorry. Just…” He cleared his throat. “Just really don’t wanna screw this up, but it kinda feels like I am.”
My eyes darted from his face to that huge condom covered dick that was hanging between us. “Uh, looks like everything is still a go as far as I can see.”
“A go, huh?” A smile flickered across his face before he leaned down and gave me another sweet kiss.
I reached up and cupped his cheek. I didn’t want this moment to end. It was everything. I’d never been so into a guy. Never had a guy be so into me.
And I didn’t know what to do with that.
While I was busy thinking, Ben leaned back slightly, his eyes burning down on me as he guided his cock inside me. I had to close my eyes for a second because it felt so fantastic.
He was there. Inside me. Stretching the walls of my pussy as his hips kissed against my thighs.
