I spend the rest of the night fucking my stepbrother like it’s our last time, and the deep sense of dread remains. There’s an invisible countdown above my head, ticking away the seconds until I’m forced to walk down the aisle to marry a man I loathe.
I just have to escape before the clock strikes midnight, even if that means saying goodbye to the best thing that ever happened to me. But then...maybe I don’t have to.
“PAINT IT BLACK” ARANKAI
Irelax in my seat at Aiden’s place, releasing the smoke from my lungs. It tickles and burns my throat, and I don’t resist the urge to cough. It makes the high hit faster, and I won’t complain.
“How’s it going at Jerry’s?” Aiden asks as he takes the offered joint from my hand.
I cough one last time and rest my head against the edge of the sofa. “Same as usual.”
It’s not entirely the truth. Yes, it’s the same with my stepfather and mother, but things changed between Madison and me. It’s been two days since she came into my room and demanded I use her as a fuck-toy. Two days of sneaking around and keeping my promise about bending her over and fucking her senseless. The private album on my phone is already increasing in size.
“You haven’t been hanging out with us much.” Aiden takes a drag of the skunky smoke and holds it in for a few seconds before blowing it out.
I make a noncommittal sound at the back of my throat. “Too busy getting my cock sucked.”
Goddamn it.
I didn’t mean to say that out loud. I want to blame the weed for my loose tongue, but I can’t. Not when I already have it in my head that Madison is mine. I want to flaunt her for the world to see. Being a dirty little secret is all fun and games until it’s not anymore, and I don’t want her to be ashamed of our relationship.
Not that I have room to talk. It wasn’t so long ago that I was hesitant and worried about being judged about being with my sister, but I’ve hit the point where I don’t care anymore. I want her. She’smine.
“You’ve been getting your dick sucked?” Aiden’s head whips toward me, his eyes wide and jaw on the ground. “By your sister?”
“No, you idiot. Why are you so stuck on fucking sisters?” I roll my eyes and kick his leg. He flinches, even though I didn’t hurt him, and moves to the other end of the couch.
He blows a raspberry and waves me off. “Fuck you. I’m not.” A beat of silence passes before he adds, “Then who are you getting your dick wet with? Is it Emily?”
I don’t know an Emily, and if I do, she’s obviously forgettable.
It feels weird, talking about sleeping with anyone other than Madison. But for her sake, I have to play it cool and pretend she doesn’t exist.
“Tiffany,” I say. It’s as close to the truth as I can get.
Aiden looks at the ceiling as he sifts through his memory for any Tiffany he might’ve met. She’s just as forgettable to him.
All the women I’ve slept with blur together until they’re a jumbled mess. I can’t recall just one. Only that it took little effort to get them into bed with me. These are the same girls who made fun of me in high school because I was the “emo” kid. Now look at them. They all fall at my feet, begging for a chance now that I’ve gained height, muscle, and have piercings.
Aiden shakes his head, then shrugs. “Yeah, I don’t know. Is she at least hot?”
“Mediocre at best.” I fish my phone out of my pocket and open the text thread with Justin. The corner of my lip curves into a subtle smirk. I sent him several videos over the past few days, with captions to antagonize him.
It’s working.
On the first video—when I took Madison’s virginity—I wrote,This your girl, bro?in the caption. Justin responded with a slew of threats that only made me laugh.
For the second video, I sent a clip of Madison on her back on my bed, with her head hanging over the edge and my dick ramming into her throat. The caption reads,She sucks a mean cock. Almost came twice.Again, Justin wasn’t amused. He even got creative and tried insulting my dick size.
The third video was the best, though. I sent a clip of me behind Madison as my fat cock stretched her tight pussy. She’s bent over the kitchen counter, her pants and underwear pooled around her thighs, and she’s death-gripping the edge of thetable while I pound into her. The video captures the moment I came inside her and pulled out to watch as my cum oozed out of her abused hole. The caption reads,You begged her for a kiss. She begged me to come inside her. We’re not the same. 10/10 will do it again *thumbs-up emoji*
Aiden clicks his tongue, dragging my attention away from the phone. “That’s a damn shame. I’m a little jealous you got some action while I’m over here unable to bring anyone home because my sister will chase them off.”
“Why is she chasing them off?”
“Beats me.” He grabs his Xbox controller and unpauses the video game. “If I can’t come soon, I’ll lose my mind. I swear my dick is about to fall off from neglect.”
“Why can’t you just jack off like a normal person?” I look back at my phone and stare at Justin’s last text message.
