“Yes, but he can hang up if you want privacy now. He was a little worried since it was your first scene like that.” Anson gave me another kiss before reaching behind him for the phone. “Do you want to say hi or tell him something about the scene? Do you just want him to hang up?”
Worriers made people have to think too much.
But I liked that I had two worriers.
“Hi, Mr. Jasper.” I wasn’t worried, so I had to make sure they weren’t either. Or they might not want to do it again. “I’m still kind of fuzzy around the edges of my brain but I’m not upset or questioning or dramatic or pouting.”
What else?
“Oh, I might need a snack, and I’m sticky in very nice places. You heard about that, though. And you heard that I was a good boy and I’m pretty sure I helped Master to have a very good orgasm, but that part is kind of hazy. But I’m still a good boy even though I don’t remember his orgasm because I’m sticky, so I have proof that he came. Did you come? Am I allowed to ask that? I don’t remember if anyone mentioned that rule but I want to make sure you’re happy too and that generally means orgasms with scenes. But I talked to someone online who doesn’t likeorgasms, so they don’t do that and they’re still happy, but Master said you did that.”
So was I allowed to ask about it?
“Anson?” Looking up at him instead of the phone, I sighed. “I need to know the rules.”
It was going to be like the bar all over again if I didn’t figure them out.
“Kennedy?” The deep voice coming through the phone had me forgetting that Anson was going to answer my questions. “I liked hearing you come, and yes, your Master came very loudly because you did an amazing job being a fabulous sub for him, and I don’t mind answering your questions. You let me experience a wonderful scene and not just because it was your first time having someone listen to you. So thank you, and yes, I came.”
“Oh, Anson, he’s a talker too.” Thank goodness. No wonder he knew we were going to get along. “I’m so glad we all came.”
But I was sticky and leaky and I needed food.
Aftercare time.
Chapter 19
Anson
“And what is our plan?” The question had Kennedy rolling his eyes but he played along.
Probably because there was nothing on the radio and he was starting to get fidgety. He was doing his best to look relaxed, but in the past ten minutes, he’d pulled out several different keychains he’d squirreled away all over the car and had played with one that looked like a yo-yo and spent time whispering to what seemed to be a tiny gremlin.
It could’ve been some other kind of cuddly monster, though.
“We’re going to meet people.” Kennedy looked excited and constipated all at the same time, but I thought since he’d put the toys away he’d settled down a bit. “I’m going to talk to one of the owners so he knows you didn’t abduct me and hide me in your basement.”
He thought meeting Conner sounded fun, but it was the rest of it he was doing his best to pretend to be confident about. “Then we’re going to talk to people so they know I’m real and not being talked into anything.”
“But?” We were almost to Bound & Controlled, the BDSM club that I’d been a member of for a while, and I wanted to make sure we were on the same page…and that he remembered what we’d talked about.
To say he’d been wiggly and distracted in our first conversation would’ve been an understatement. It’d been a case of the big head not working when the little one was engaged and I’d needed to repeat things several times.
After experiencing his first scene with a phone audience, Kennedy was a lot more confident about how much he was going to enjoy his full experiment.
It was the meeting new people part he still wasn’t sure about.
“But you’re not going to tell me who is who or who is into what because you want them to get to know me without me worrying.” He sounded like he thought I was being ridiculous, but we both knew I wasn’t.
“And?”
Another big sigh had me trying not to smile. “And I have to remember that I won’t click with everyone. Even if I’m just looking to test-drive penises, there will be people I don’t want to play with.”
“If you run into someone like that?”
“Then if there’s any reason I don’t want to do any scenes with them, I just have to tell you later.” Kennedy started to wiggle as we got closer to the club and started slowing down. “But since I’m just looking to be friendly with them and to make sure they don’t make me uncomfortable, there is a lot less pressure.”
“That’s right.” As I pulled into the lot, I parked and turned off the car. Then I leaned over and grabbed him, pulling him into a kiss as he giggled. “Because you’re mine and I’m just sharing your hole. Not your wonderful brain or anything else. The rest is not up for grabs.”
