Groaning, I shot him a frustrated look thatjust made the laughter worse. “That was mean.”
He gave me a look that was probablysupposed to be apologetic and leaned in to kiss me again as I walked in frontof him. “Sorry.”
“That would look more believable if youweren’t giggling.” Rolling my eyes as his body started to shake again, Ifocused back on Keegan and took in the slow, deep breaths he was working on ashe relaxed.
“If you’ve decided it’s too much, he’llunderstand.” Julian’s sincerity had me looking back at him.
“No, it’s…it’s not something I’d do on myown, but I know it’s what he’s fantasizing about and I think just for peace ofmind I want to see it?” That probably sounded wrong, so I quickly explained.“Not that I don’t trust you, it’s just—”
Even I could feel myself starting to panic,and I was grateful that Keegan couldn’t hear my rambling.
Julian just stepped closer, squeezing myshoulder as I remembered to keep Keegan in the right headspace. “No, I get it.”
He waited until I was facing him again tokeep going. “It probably feels like a very non-consensual scene to you, and Ithink that’s hard for you. I get it and so will Keegan once he thinks of itthat way.”
Julian grinned, trying to lighten the mood.“He was just so excited about his dirty adventure with the tentacle monster thathe didn’t think of it that way.”
Most people wouldn’t.
“It’s fine.” I thought it would be, atleast. “I just think being there will be better for me than not being there andworrying.”
About both of them, for some fucked-upreason, but I wasn’t going to even try to explain that.
It would definitely come out wrong.
Julian nodded, taking me at my word.“Alright, now take this in the spirit it’s intended, but maybe it’s somethingyou talk to the therapist about? I have to special order the one he wants, andit’s going to take a while to get here, so we’ve got time to figure shit out.”
That wasn’t a bad idea.
And I wasn’t even going to try to guess whywe’d needed to special order one of those things.
“I’ll think about it.” He must have seen myacceptance because he didn’t keep pressing. He just nodded and looked down atKeegan.
“What do you think? Is he ready for us tochange things up?” Grateful he was willing to change the subject, I shoved awaymy worries and nodded.
“Yes, his cock keeps jumping every time Icaress over his nipples, so I think he needs a bit of a distraction.” It wastoo early to orgasm or completely drift away.
Walking around in front of Keegan, Julian’sexpression turned focused as everything else we’d been talking about faded. Iwasn’t sure how it was so easy for him, but I was glad to have the dangerouspart of the evening over with.
Communicating with him was scary, but we’ddone it without anything going wrong.
As I focused on flogging Keegan’s back in aslow rhythm, Julian took a different approach and just let the crop pressagainst Keegan’s erection. Our boy let out a gasp and I could see the shiverthat ran through him, part fear and part barely restrained desire.
His slight shift had the ball in his handmoving just enough that the bell inside probably rolled and he went completelystill. The fear that he might have accidentally said yellow kept him on histoes, especially since Julian still hadn’t moved.
The steady but gentle flogging was probablydistracting as fuck with all his focus on what Julian might do, but that justmade it even better.
It took a few more minutes of Julianwatching his face and waiting before he moved. The crop moved so quickly I almostmissed it, but in a flash, he’d gotten one of Keegan’s nipples. Before our boycould moan or even gasp, the crop was back by his cock again, still andtormenting him.
It was beautiful.
Keegan’s entire body lit up, and as thesensation and thoughts caught up in his head, he moaned as his musclesclenched.
Julian was watching him with asupervillain-type smile that Keegan really needed to see at some point. He’dhave demanded a camera right then to capture it, so the blindfold haddefinitely been a good idea.
The two completely opposite approaches keptKeegan on edge, and Julian’s patience for this game seemed endless, so I keptmy strokes light to be able to extend the session. With each strike, he seemedto vary the intensity as well as the spot on his body.
As time stretched on, Keegan started toshake and he seemed to be fighting to take slow, deep breaths, so I knew he wasclose.
