Laying his head on my shoulder, Asa nodded.“And that’s why we aren’t living together yet…because I need to learn to trustthat you’ll be there for me.”
“Yes, baby.” We were close, but when hemoved in, I wanted him to know he was safe and would always have a home. If Igave in now, he would always be questioning the future in little ways. Nomatter how much I wanted him with me, he needed to feel completely owned andsafe first.
“So maybe it’s something I should talk to Dr.Sheppard about?” He sighed. “That’s a stupid question, don’t answer that. Andwhat’s worse is that he’s probably going to be expecting this conversation nextweek. I’m an idiot.”
I scoffed. “What did I say about calling myproperty names?”
He sucked in a breath, trying to soundsurprised. “Really? I didn’t hear anyone calling your property names. Who woulddo such a thing?” Giggling, he stroked my chest and wiggled on my lap, clearlytrying to distract me.
It worked.
I’d do anything to keep him light andhappy.
The tears and breakdown had torn me apart,but maybe a reminder about who he belonged to would be a good idea.
“Oh, so saying naughty things and now lying?”Filling my voice with all the wicked things I was imagining, I stroked down hisside and teased over his ass. “What am I going to do with you?”
He’d been desperate to come earlier, andnow that his emotions had cleared, I knew all that desire was flooding backinto him.
Asa’s breath seemed to catch in his throatas he tried to hold back a low moan. “I…I need to learn to be a good sub foryou, Master.”
I could almost hear the silent plea to comein his voice, but he held the words back.
“I think you’re right.” Stroking his side,I kept up the subtle teasing about what might happen. “I can’t have youdisobeying and talking badly about my boy.”
He did his best to relax, trying to soundreasonable and not like he was just about ready to come. “And I haven’t evenbeen your cockwarmer today, Master.”
“Then we really have to correct this badbehavior.” Shaking my head, I studied his body and stroked down the side of hisass again. “I think we need to spend the rest of the evening making sure youknow your place in my life and in our relationship.”
It was vague enough that I knew he wasfrantically trying to guess what would happen, but he wasn’t going to riskjeopardizing a spanking or possibly an orgasm by begging to know what I wasplanning.
I could feel the energy in him vibrating,but he played it submissive and sweet. “Thank you, Master.”
That definitely seemed to be his go-tostatement, but since it was so sexy to hear him call me that and to hear himsweetly thank me for all kinds of things, I wasn’t going to complain. “You’rewelcome, boy.”
Giving him one last kiss, I gave his hip apat. “Alright. Let’s go upstairs.”
My plans called for the bed and for thelube and condoms that were in the bedside drawer.
“Yes, Master.” His verbal response wasquick, but actually getting his body to work took another moment or two.
Following him up the stairs, I watched himcarefully. He seemed steady, just a bit worn out and distracted. If I thoughtjust putting him to bed would be best for his mental health, I’d have done it.But seeing the little glances he was giving me and the way his erection swayedin front of him, I knew that wasn’t the best plan for him.
He needed to feel owned and like he wasmine completely to chase the last of his demons away…for now, at least.
Pulling him roughly against me, I smiledwickedly when he sucked in a breath and his gaze went soft and submissive.“Now, you will be getting a spanking for your bad behavior downstairs.”
A shiver raced through him, making it hardto hold back the side that just wanted to tie him to the bed and never let himgo. “I’m feeling generous, though, so I’ll probably let you come…and becauseI’m feeling so generous, if I let you come, I’m going to let you decide how youget your orgasm.”
Asa’s body rocked against me and he made aquiet needy sound.
Words didn’t seem to be working at themoment, so I continued without making him respond verbally. “You have threechoices to pick from.”
He was so wired I could feel his excitementvibrate through him.
“You can choose to have my mouth on yourcock.” The way his body wiggled against me said he wouldn’t object to thatoffer.
I had some better ones, though.