Okay, I wasn’t sure if that would be a goodidea or not, but for some reason it made me feel all squirmy inside. “Yes, Sir.Thank you.”
He leaned over and kissed me gently beforestraightening. “We both need showers. Would you prefer to get one by yourselfor with me? No pressure. It’s up to you.”
My gaze dropped to his groin, making himlaugh, but I shrugged sheepishly. I wasn’t going to apologize for beingcurious, but I didn’t want to jump in without thinking it through. Porter wouldbe frustrated with me if I did that.
“If we shower together can I touch you?” Ilooked up to see him nodding.
“But only if that’s what you want.” Heleaned over and kissed my forehead like I was precious to him. “I will not makeyou touch me at this point for a variety of reasons.”
His answer made me smile.
“Because we’re not rushing and you won’t beupset if I don’t want to do that yet.” And I hadn’t been with a guy.
But it wasn’t like learning about a girlfor the first time. He had parts I actually knew what to do with…and honestly,men seemed like they’d be easier to get off.
The learning curvehadto be faster.
“That’s right.” He looked like he wanted togive me another kiss, but he climbed off me instead and reached for my hand.
As he helped me up and off the bed, he gaveme a hug and stepped back. “What do you want to do?”
It wasn’t as difficult of an answer as he seemedto think it should be. Stepping closer, I leaned into his chest, encouraginghim to hold me again. I was beyond gross and covered in cum, but since hedidn’t seem to mind, I wasn’t going to worry about it.
I kissed him gently as he wrapped his arms aroundme again, a smile barely peeking out as he tried not to influence my decision.I stroked my hands down his chest, curious to see what he would look like nakedand hard.
“I want to explore my Dom.”
Yep. Definitely not as difficult as Ithought it might be either…and if I was lucky, I might even get to see what helooked like when I made him shake and cry out.
Yep, not difficult at all.
Chapter 10
Porter
He wasn’t exactly submissive as he cuddledagainst me, but the open curiosity and almost teasing expression was a far cryfrom the blank wall he’d been last week. As much as I loved to see him embracehis submission, this was just as important.
I wanted a partner I could have fun withoutside of a scene even if we never left certain aspects of our roles behind.His not-so-subtle glances at my pants gave me a good hint about what he wasespecially curious about. But nothing in his expression or body language saidhe was worried.
No, he looked like a kid who was being ledinto a candy store and given free rein.
It was a fun mix of sweet and erotic, but Ihoped it would stay that way. This wasn’t a spur-of-the-moment exploration forhim, so I had to assume that was making it easier. I’d just known too many guysin and out of the lifestyle who’d had unexpected reactions from partners whowere still figuring things out, and I didn’t want to push him too far.
But since it wasn’t my job to hold himback, I told myself I had to stop worrying.
Landon’s chuckle as he took my hand andstarted inching us toward the bathroom said that he was thinking the samething.
“You are dawdling…Sir.” His pause wasfilled with barely suppressed laughter and he gave me a good attempt at aninnocent smile as he tugged at my hand. “You happen to be covered in my cum,and I’m pretty sure it’s a sub's job to make sure his Dom is clean.”
“That sounds logical.” His nod said heliked the idea of being right.
I had a feeling that he was going to becoming up with some interesting new rules, especially when he was still giddyfrom two orgasms in such a short period.
As we walked into the bathroom, he lookedaround, clearly impressed. “I’ve done enough contracting to see the quality inhere, but my heart skipped a beat when I thought about what it cost.”
I laughed, walking over to turn on theshowerheads.
Both of them.