As I started to read, I couldn’t help the smile on my face or the tears in my eyes. Russ. Only Russ could be so funny and utterly charming without even trying. Pausing, I glanced at the men who’d brought so much happiness and love into my life in such a short time.
I’d always known that something was missing in my life, but in a million years I never would’ve imagined the two loving alphas that were fated to make my world complete. They were my everything, and I knew without a doubt that I was theirs.
Wonderfully trapped under my loving men, I opened the journal again and started to read from the beginning once more.
Diary Entry #1
My dearest omega.
No, my dear omega.
Shit. Maybe that’s rude and you won’t want to be labeled as mine.
Hey babe. No, that doesn’t sound right because sometimes I call G that since it drives him nuts. I think it’s because he’s still sorting out the alpha loving an alpha thing. I know he loves me, but he’s still figuring shit out. But don’t worry. I know by the time we find you he’ll have his shit together.
Yeah, I’m not expecting to find you tomorrow. Just because I found Graham so easily doesn’t mean we’ll find you right away. That’s why my grandfather said to start this diary. He said he wished he’d written down everything that happened when he met Grandpa Jerry so that Grandpa Ernie would have been able to see how their life came together.
Grandpa Fred said that was one of his biggest regrets, so I wasn’t going to make the same mistake. I make new ones, but I do my best not to make the same mistakes others in the family have. Of course, that’s the one benefit of having other members of the family in the same type of relationship. Yeah, in case we haven’t had a chance to talk about it yet, I should probably explain that while my parents have what’s considered a more conventional relationship, some of the previous generations haven’t been so traditional.
Yep, I come from a long line of kinky fuckers.
Well, that’s what Grandpa Ernie said when I was little. Of course, then my mother lost her shit saying he shouldn’t say things like that to me. It took me a few years to figure out what kinky fucker meant, so she didn’t need to worry.
I’m getting off track. Sorry. G says the only time I can focus is when we’re on the field or I’m trying to drive him nuts, but that’s not completely true. I can focus on loving him, and I know once we figure out our business, I’ll be able to focus on that too. And then there will be you.
So getting back on track…he might have a point, but we’re not going to tell him.
I knew from the time I was little I wanted a relationship like my grandparents. I know it’s not how most people imagine having a relationship, but I always knew there would be another alpha and an omega for me somewhere. Finding Graham while we’re in high school was faster than I expected. I hope we’re not old by the time we find you because he’s hot and has an ass that you just want to bite.
Okay that wasn’t romantic. Sorry.
But it’s true, so maybe I’m not sorry. I am sorry we don’t know who you are yet. My alpha grandparents talked so much about wishing they’d found Grandpa Ernie sooner that I hope it doesn’t take us long to find you. That’s why I’m supposed to be writing stuff down for you. Just in case it takes a while, I want you to know we’re thinking about you and you’re important to us. Don’t think that we’ll just be living our life and ignoring you until we find you. We’re thinking about you all the time and we’re going to love you as much as Grandpa Fred and Jerry love Grandpa Ernie.
Diary Entry #2
If I kill Graham before we find you just know he loved you too, but it was for a good reason. Justifiable homicide. Trust me.
Diary Entry #3
He’s so stubborn. You’re going to see that one of these days and you’re going to tell me I must have had the patience of a saint.
Diary Entry #4
He got so pissed at me. But man is he sexy when he’s angry. One day, ask me to tell you about surprising him. He’s going to still be complaining but he went off like a rocket blasting into orbit.
Diary Entry #5
I told him I wanted him to knot me. He might have had a heart attack. If a doctor asks us in twenty years when his heart was originally damaged then this is it…but we’re not going to tell what really happened. Maybe we’ll say I jumped out from behind a door and scared him?
He completely overreacted, but I know it was for a good reason. He’s crazy worried about hurting me when we make love. G likes it both ways, in case we haven’t talked about sex yet. (hee hee hee he’s going to kill me when he reads this) But he’s a bit too careful. I just don’t know how to explain that. Once he gets over the surprise of my being curious about being knotted then maybe I’ll confess I like it when it hurts.
Do you think he’d believe it was some kind of super alpha need? Like I’m the most alpha of alphas so I need the pain? I think that could work. Wish me luck. If I kill your other alpha before you meet him then I’m going to apologize now. I didn’t mean to give him a heart attack.
Diary Entry #6
Didn’t kill him and it was FANTASTIC!!!
Diary Entry #7
