He made me start squirming again as thedirty images filled my head and my ass started to ache with emptiness. “Let’sthink about that one later.”
Silas’s hand started moving back toward mydick. “Good boy.”
When he stopped too far from my groin totouch my cock, I whined, but he just ignored it and asked another question. “Iwon’t spank you if I can’t see your ass, Trouble, but other than that, do youwant me to get you naked tonight or not go that far?”
“Yes, naked is a yes.” For so many reasons.
His fingers shifted closer to my dick and Iwhimpered when he stopped again. He was so mean—I loved it.
“Do you want me to touch you when you’renaked? Do you want me to stroke that sexy body or just look?” He asked it soevenly I couldn’t tell how he felt about it, but answering honestly was theonly way I knew how.
“Touch me.” Knowing he might wrap his handaround my erection and get me off had me shivering again. “Is that what you wanttoo?”
I knew I had a tendency to overwhelm peopleand I didn’t want him to get caught up in my tornado. “You don’t have to if you’renot ready.”
Having him watch me as I stroked my dickand got myself off would be hot. A little dirty and exhibitionistic—it soundedlike wicked, sexy fun.
Silas kissed my forehead. It felt almosttoo sweet considering all the wicked things that were running through my head.“Thank you for looking out for me, Trouble. But I’ll safeword if somethingmakes me uncomfortable, so I want you to just focus on answering my questionswithout worrying.”
Alphas in my books never safeworded, butknowing he had a way to stop things too made me feel safer. I tried to cuddlecloser and kissed his neck. If he could be sweet and naughty at the same time,so could I. “Yes, Sir.”
“What were you thinking when I said I hadtoys up here for you? Did anything make you nervous? What kind of limits do youhave?” As he questioned me, I had to remind myself that real-life BDSM wasn’tlike it was in books, but it was hard. I just wanted to get to the good part.
But if we were going to have a relationship,the talking had to come first.
“It’s always hard to find fun toys becausemost have to come through customs and all the good stuff gets confiscated aslewd if they’re not careful.” It was insane. “It’s also not fun to play withmost of them on my own.”
I had a variety of toys I’d tried once ortwice and liked, but it just wasn’t the same without a partner.
“I understand that.” He kissed my headagain and his hand got even closer. “What else?”
I tried to remember what he’d asked. “Um, Idon’t want to jump into something crazy painful right off the bat. I mean, Iwant my spanking, but some things I’ve read about might be a bit much to tryright now.”
That earned me another inch and I had tofight to keep still. He was so close. Another answer and he might even touch mydick. What else had he wanted to know? Oh, limits. “I’m not sure about mylimits, but I like the idea of being naked with you, my spanking, and you makingme come. I’d also like to touch you, and sex isn’t off the table unless you'reworried about going too fast.”
Which would be frustrating butunderstandable.
“That was a very thorough answer; goodboy.” My reward had me moaning. He finally closed the last gap and his fingersstarted stroking the head of my cock, sending sparks up my spine. “As long aswe’re honest and no one feels pressured, I’m not that worried about going toofast. That happens a lot in BDSM relationships, and this is something you’vewanted for a long time.”
“Yes…I…” All I wanted to do was wiggle andmoan, but I knew if I stopped responding in words, he’d move his hand awayagain. “I don’t feel pressured. Do you?”
I didn’t want to chase him off or make himthink I was too much to handle.
He continued his slow caress, stillfocusing on the tip. It was so good it was almost painful, and that just madeit even better. But I wasn’t sure how long I could hold out and not beg. Iwanted to come and that meant I had to be good…but it was almost impossible.
Good was not my default state.
“No.” He stroked down the length of my cockbefore going back to the head. “I love seeing how much you want me and hearingwhat you’re craving.”
There was the barest pause and Ifrantically fought to find something to ask him. I wasn’t ready for him to stopplaying with me yet. “What do you want?”
That one was good enough for him to palm mydick and squeeze my erection. It only lasted long enough for him to consider myquestion, but the handful of seconds almost made me come. Taking long breaths,I almost missed his sexy response.
“I want to strip you down and decorate thatsexy body in the toys I picked out for you.” His rough stroke through myclothes had me whimpering as he continued with his wicked answer. “A playcollar around your neck and a cock ring keeping you hard and ready for me whileI made dinner would be a nice start.”
Silas chuckled as I closed my eyes andfought the urge to buck up into his touch. It took everything I had not to come.“I’d make you my little slave for the night. I’d put a leash on your collar andlead you around. Then when it was time to eat, I’d have you kneel at my feetwhile I fed you.”
“Shit.” I had to push his hand away. “Pink.Blue. Yellow. Whatever the fuck the pause one is.”
