That was a very loaded question…I justhoped he was ready for the answer.
“No, I’m going to love punishing you, butyou won’t like it.” That might have been too honest because Austin’s gazelooked a bit unfocused, like he was ready to sink into subspace. “It won’t be somethingfun like a spanking. You’re not going to like having your cock restrained whileyou learn your lesson. Can you imagine me making slow love to you for hours andyou never getting to come? Now imagine that happening over and over for weeks.”
He was going to end up jerking off just tosee how it felt.
At least I wouldn’t have to feel guiltywhen I had so much fun punishing him.
“I like control, Trouble. Be very carefulabout how much you push me.” I kissed him gently, then bit down on his lowerlip as he moaned. “I’ll love every minute of your punishment.”
Chapter 9
Austin
He wanted to punish me.
How had an alpha this perfect just landedin front of me?
“You’ll love it?” Even I could hear howturned on I was, but there was no way to hide it from Silas even if I’d wantedto.
His eyes went dark and his grip tightenedeven more. “I’m going to come so hard knowing you’re restrained and helplessthat I flood your needy hole with my cum.”
He said the sweetest things.
“And even if I beg you won’t let me come?”Just the fantasy of it was making my entire body tingle.
“If you’re very lucky, you might come frommy dick sliding into you, and once your balls get full and aching, I might endup fucking some of the cum out of you. But it will be weeks before you get hardand feel all that pleasure coursing through you.” Silas’s voice was rough, andeven though he was talking about punishing me, I could see the pleasure he gotat the wicked idea.
Fate, Mother Nature, or some god I’d accidentallyworshiped loved me to pieces.
“Yes, Sir. I won’t come withoutpermission.” I wanted to be good for him, but there was a naked little devil onmy shoulder stroking his dick and wondering what it would be like to bepunished when Silas would clearly love my frustration.
My devil was insane, but he usually had thebest ideas, so I kept him around.
The smirk Silas was wearing said he didn’tbelieve me at all. I loved that he knew me so well already. I didn’t have toworry about what I said or how turned on I was. It was the best second dateever. Not that I’d had a ton of second dates to compare it to, but that didn’tmatter.
Silas relaxed his hold on me but smacked myass when I tried to squirm against him again. “No.”
He was so forceful.
So I had to do it again.
Pain bloomed on my ass, sending shiversthrough me.
“You won’t get to come tonight if you keepit up, Trouble.” He was serious—I could see it in his expression—but he didn’tlook like that would bother him at all. He’d love knowing I was aching andneedy and couldn’t come until he gave me permission.
He was so perfect it was almost like hecouldn’t be real.
“I want to come.” I gave him a little pout,but he just snorted and started marching me into the living room.
It was a cute apartment, but it was clearit was more of a functional space than a home to him because while it was neatand clean, there wasn’t much personality to it. Not even a single throw pillowor afghan to cuddle with…I was going to have to help him with that.
Silas kept his hand planted firmly on myback as he led me over to the couch. As he sat down, he pulled me onto his lapand wrapped his arms around me, anchoring me. Nothing about it felt forced orawkward, he just put me where he wanted me.
It was so sexy I almost came right there.
Silas didn’t second-guess what he wanted.He didn’t feel bad about his needs and didn’t hide what he was thinking. Hewanted me on his lap, so he put me there. Silas had made it clear at the door Ihad a safeword and was expected to use it, but he wasn’t going to spend allnight asking me if I was offended.
Pushing away the frustrating experiences inthe past, I leaned into Silas. I’d always been on the leaner side and it hadonly been in the last few years that I could put on any muscle at all, so as Icurled up against Silas’s wide chest, all I wanted to do was run my hands overhis firm muscles and lick him all over.
