I’d never been much for even accidental pain during sex, but Tanner clearly didn’t have the same preferences. He seemed to love it when I got rough and when I pinched and tugged on his body. It made me curious to discover what other places he’d like a little pain.
Tanner was giving me so many wonderful things to research.
The concentrated sensation and dirty talk was too much for his brain. There didn’t seem to be anything left in him but pleasure and need. There was no fear in his eyes, and the constant barrage of thoughts I’d watched flash across his face had stopped. All I could see was desire and trust.
“My naughty little omega is still aching, aren’t you?” I wasn’t really expecting words, but I liked watching him struggle to answer.
All I got was a frantic nod and his cock bobbing up and down, but that was enough. “What does my dirty boy want?”
Tucked up against me, our size difference was even more noticeable, and even more arousing. I’d always made an effort not to crowd him or tower over him, but now I didn’t have to worry about it. He seemed to love it when I forced him to acknowledge how small he was compared to me.
When he couldn’t find an answer right away, I pinched him again. Instead of the sharp pain clearing his mind, he was back to the distracted, almost lost place where he’d been as I’d spanked him. So that time, the flash of pain only made it harder to think. It was incredible to watch.
Finally, he swallowed several times and squeezed his eyes shut. The amount of concentration it took to respond said a lot about how good I’d made him feel. It made me wonder what would happen if I kept going and didn’t make him think. Would he actually sink into the subspace some of the sites had talked about?
It’d only specifically mentioned betas, but the responses couldn’t be that different.
“Yes…I…” He groaned as I pinched his nipple again then started stroking around the tender tip.
I couldn’t make it too easy on him; I was his Alpha, after all.
“Please…I need…” He shivered and his breath seemed to stick in his throat as I started to kiss down his neck.
“I can’t hear you, needy boy.”
That was my fault, but I didn’t feel bad about it.
“Please—Alpha—knot.” His words were choppy and forced, but once they were out, he collapsed back against me and gave up fighting. With the answer out, at least to him, he was free to go back to what he wanted: submission.
Part of me thought we should stop and find our brains, but another part kept pointing out there had been plenty of time for him to think about his limits when he’d been alone in the car. Nothing about what he’d said while his brain had actually been working indicated that sex was a line he wasn’t willing to cross.
With him begging and sliding his ass over my erection, I was pretty sure that hadn’t changed.
But I hadn’t left the house that morning planning on having sex.
Rolling him onto his back, I stretched out over him and pinned his hands to the bed in one swift move. Tanner gasped, but the shocked sound was quickly replaced by low pleasured groans as he squirmed and tugged his trapped hands.
His hard cock was still pressing into me and that, combined with the desire in his eyes, said I didn’t have to worry about what he thought of the new position.
I was going to have to figure out how to safely tie him down.
Pulling his hands higher up the mattress, I started slowly grinding my cock against his leg. The effect was incredible. Shivers ran through him and he started making quiet begging sounds. It was distracting as hell, but we had a few things I had to nail down before we continued.
“Do you have condoms?” I knew he wouldn’t get pregnant even if I wasn’t on the pill, and even though I knew I was negative for everything, I didn’t want him to worry.
“No.” Frustration seemed to clear out some of the desire coursing through him because I was pretty sure I heard him mumble a low “fuck” before he caught himself.
He shook his head and closed his eyes before opening them. “I want to feel you inside me. I haven’t been with anyone recently and I had a physical a few months ago. There’s nothing you need to worry about with me.”
He wanted to be fucked bare.
“I’m negative for everything. I wouldn’t put you at risk.” I leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to his lips, then as I pulled away, I said the words that were bouncing around in my head. “Do you want to be filled with my cum when I knot you? I bet that’s what my slutty little omega wants.”
It just wasn’t done.
Alphas weren’t supposed to want to mark an omega like that. In some circles, knotting was even frowned upon. Sex could be about pleasure or babies, but it was neverdirtyunless pregnancy was the goal. Even then, I’d always been given the feeling I was supposed to apologize in case I’d accidently made my partner feel marked. Which was weird, now that I’d really started to think about it.
Tanner’s eyes widened and his whole body shivered like his orgasm had just slammed through him. Yes, Tanner liked that idea.
