I kissed the top of his head. “I’m not going to lie. Eventually I want to get tested and take that step with you, but if it just stays a fantasy, that’s fine.” I ran my hand up and down his back and kissed him again. “Just because we talk about something in a fantasy doesn’t mean we have to do it.”
“I…um…I want that too.” He swallowed hard, and the hand that had been resting on my chest slowly started to stroke me. “I want…”
His hand stilled as he took a deep breath. As the words started to ease from him again, I heard the conviction in his voice. “I want the first time we make love…”
My shy cutie’s voice wobbled as his words trailed off. I kissed his head, trying to give him strength. I wanted to break in, but I could hear the importance of whatever he wanted in his voice. I wouldn’t take that from him. He needed to see how strong he was.
He sighed as I gave him another tender kiss, then tried again. “I want the first time we make love for you to come in me like that.”
Pulling him tight against me, I wrapped my arms around him and held him. He tilted his head back just enough to see my face, and I leaned in to slowly take his lips. As I pulled away, he lay back down on me, a smile on his face. “Then we’ll get tested.”
I felt him still, and I pictured those wide eyes looking shy and startled. “Just like that?”
I smiled. “Just like that.”
Caressing over his back, I felt a surge of relief when he started to slowly stroke my chest again. “I’ll always do my best to give you whatever you want. Especially when it’s something as perfect as seeing you filled with my cum and marked as mine.”
Maybe it wasn’t the most romantic thing I could have said, but it was honest and from the heart. I couldn’t wait to make him mine in every way, and I couldn’t imagine a day when I wasn’t doing my best to give my sweet, shy boy everything he’d ever dreamed of.
He asked me out to lunch!!
Okay, so I have to confess it’s just a business meeting, but still, that’s a step in the right direction, isn’t it? Maybe? I have a feeling he’s just curious about some of the crazy going on at my company right now. I don’t blame him. Remember last week when I told you about the whole shipment that got returned because of the quality? I’m starting to think that I might need to start moving up my have-my-own-business timeline. I heard rumors that my company is trying to cut spending, and I’m not sure how safe my job is anymore. Nobody appreciates accounting.
I’ve been talking about this for a while, though. You guys have seen the plan, so it’s not like I’m unprepared. I just thought I had more time. I guess that’s always the case with me. Lots of planning but no action until I have to. Well, for most things.
Three months, three weeks until first date