Nathan peered down at me, his dark eyes vast pools of want. I wanted to dive into them and never come up.
“I’ve never wanted this with a woman,” he said as he rocked against me, his cock literally teasing me. “Never wanted to be this…close.”
This naked, he meant, stumbling as he was over his words. This bare.
As close as you could get to another person. And he wanted it with me.
I wrapped my arms around his head, wove my fingers into his lush hair, and guided him back for another kiss.
“Do it,” I whispered. “Please.”
And then he was there. One solid inch at a time, easing his way into me, watching me intently as I adjusted to the sheer size of him.
But this time, I knew what to expect.
“Oh,God,” I moaned. “Nathan,please, baby. Fuck mehard.”
That seemed to be his undoing. His hips started to move, pistoning in and out of me with the steadiness of a locomotive. He propped one hand over my shoulder so the other could wrap around my neck and squeeze. Just a little.
“Take it,” he ordered. “Fuck, Joni, takeme.”
I cried out, though the hand at my throat stifled the sound. Gasping for breath, I flailed under him, under the fullness, the onslaught of his touch.
It was perfect.Hewas perfect. How anyone in their right mind could ever think otherwise was beyond me. Maybe I didn’t deserve someone like him in the long run, but I’d be damned if I wouldn’t take advantage of every moment just like this. Every second, he undid me completely. Maybe I’d be ruined forever, but I didn’t care.
I was his anyway. Maybe I had been from the start.
“Focus,” Nathan ordered. The hand at my neck slid down my torso, tugging on the halter of the dress, then falling down, down to find my clit. “Focus on us. Feel my hand on your clit. Feel my cock, deep inside you.” He moved faster, sweat beading across his brow as he worked.
I found myself obeying. Because it wasn’t exactly hard.
Obsession wasn’t a new concept for me. Life had always seemed to work that way. Either things were so overwhelming that I couldn’t pay attention at all, or one thing in particular would grab my attention so intensely that I couldn’t see anything else.
Few things allowed me to escape the noise in my head and around me. Dance was one. And this…this intense joining of our bodies was another.
I couldn’t see, hear, or sense anything else. Not one.
“FUCK!” Nathan shouted as he rammed forward. The thumb at my clit pressed a bit harder, making me jerk under his touch. “Are you close?” he asked. “Please tell me you’re close. I can’t—fuck, Joni, I can’t hold off much longer.”
“I’m—oh,God!” I moaned as he pummeled forward.
And then I was flying. Pleasure exploded through my entire body as I seized there under the sky. Stars dappled Nathan’s face as he roared his climax to the heavens, holding my thighs likea life preserver, the only thing keeping him afloat in a sea of pleasure.
He collapsed forward, catching himself on his forearms, tenting me with his body against the dais.
“Your mouth,” he mumbled as his own drifted up my neck. “Give me your mouth.”
I did, succumbing to a kiss that was drowsy but no less thorough than ever. It tasted bittersweet with the knowledge that this moment would soon be over. But eager at the thought that there was only more to come.
“Joni, I…” Nathan pushed a few errant locks out of my face, thumb stroking my cheek as he gazed into my eyes. “What I feel…I’m not good at saying it, but…”
“Yes?” I wondered. My heart gave a thump like it wanted to jump out of my chest to meet with his.
I wanted to say it first. But I couldn’t. Icouldn’t.
Nathan licked his lips and tried again. “Joni, I think I lo?—”
“Nathan?!”
