I do. He’s made it known more than once that just because his parents have money, it doesn’t mean anything to him. He works hard in school, as well as every other aspect of his life.
“I know.” I take his hand in mine and kiss the back. “It’s one of the things I love the most about you.”
“Oh yeah?” he asks, smiling as he pulls me into his room. “What else do you love about me?”
“I love how patient and kind you are. How understanding you’ve been about my life and who's in it. You love me no matter what—baggage, boyfriends, and all. You see me for me. I have no idea what it is exactly that you see, but I love that you like it enough to be with me.” I grin, biting my lower lip.
“You don’t see what I see in you?” he asks, closing the door to his room.
With my teeth sunk into my lower lip, I shake my head, trying not to smile. His eyes darken as he takes a step forward, and I take one back.
“You're an amazing person. You’re strong and brave, you stand your ground and fight for what you believe in. You don’t take shit from anyone, and when someone knocks you down,you're quick to get back up, never giving someone that kind of power over you for very long.
“When most people would lose their cool, and react in ways that could cause damage in the long run, or just tuck their tails and run, you don’t. You raise your chin and say ‘fuck you’ to the world.
“I don’t care that I have to share you with the others, because that doesn’t make me want you any less.”
“Trevor.” My eyes sting as my lower lip wobbles. His words hit me in all the best ways, while at the same time leaving me with more guilt eating away at me.
“I love you, Rylee,” he murmurs, walking me backwards until my legs hit the side of the bed.
“I love you too,” I whimper when he cups my face, kissing me deeply. My body hums with pleasure, running down my spine to the tips of my toes.
This overwhelming need for him hits me. We haven’t had much alone time this summer, and I need this moment.
“Fuck,” he pants heavily, his warm breath fanning against my lips. “You drive me crazy, Rylee.”
“Same.” I suck his lower lip into my mouth and bite down, making him groan. My nipples pebble behind my bikini top as heat pools in my belly. “I need you.”
“I’m right here,” he says with a small growl, grabbing the hem of my shirt. He pulls it over my head, before letting me do the same to him.
Once we’re both naked, I wrap my arms around his shoulders, pulling him down to kiss me. Trevor grips the back of my thighs and lifts me into his arms.
“Rylee.” He moans against my lips as I rock my hips, rubbing my already wet pussy against the hard ridge of his cock.
“Need you inside me,” I pant, before taking his lips with mine again.
Locking my legs around his waist, I hold on tight as he moves us further onto the bed.
“You want my thick cock inside you?” he asks, his lips trailing along my jaw, moving down my throat.
“Yes,” I moan.
“Want me to fill this perfect pussy with my cum?Myperfect pussy.”
“Yes, yes.”Okay, so dirty-talking Trevor is hot as fuck.
“You're so fucking sexy,” he growls, nipping at my throat. “Knowing you’re growing a life inside you… fuck, it’s incredible.”
His words are like a punch to the gut, and I try not to flinch away like I’ve been struck. His words are like a cold bucket of water. I need him to shut up. If he doesn’t stop, it’s going to ruin everything. I can’t listen to baby talk. Not now.
So, I do what I’ve been doing since we got back to school, anytime he brings up the baby, and I distract him.
Grabbing his face, I pull him down for a kiss. It’s hot and dirty, making the both of us moan. “Fuck me, Trevor,” I beg. “Make me forget.”
I’m sure he thinks I mean about today, but no. I need to forget about everything. For my mind to just shut off all of the outside noise and smothering thoughts that threaten to drag me down.
His hand tangles in my hair, and he kisses me like his life depends on it, moaning as he presses me into the mattress.
