“I killed them,” I admitted out loud for the first time.
“Killed who?” Nazai kissed up my jawline.
“My parents. Everyone thought it was a robbery, but it was me. They weren’t happy with how Carson turned out and I overheard them talking about selling him.”
“Selling him?”
I became numb with increasing rage. My body ran hot and trembled with fury.
“Turns out my parents were into human trafficking. I don’t know how they got involved in it or who they worked with but they planned on selling my brother off to whoever they were working for. Apparently a young, prepubescent, virgin boy would make them a lot of money and they decided it was the only way he would be useful. They saw my brother as some cash cow and didn’t give a damn about giving their child up. I couldn’t let that happen and I couldn’t stand around and keep letting them do fucked up shit for their own selfish gain. So I killed them.”
I remembered the rush I felt as the bullet went through my parents’ heads. I made sure to wake them up so I would be the last face they saw before they met their end. Till this day I hadn’t felt an ounce of remorse and would do it again.
It caught me off guard when Nazai spun me around and pressed my back against the glass. His body pressed into mine and he nuzzled his face into my neck.
“So you killed them in cold blood to protect you brother, huh?” he breathed in a husky tone. A tingling formed in the pit of my stomach. “I could picture it, you standing over them with your gun pointed, expressionless, dressed in all black. I know you looked sexy as hell.” My heart jolted and my pulse pounded when his tongue grazed my skin. His breathing grew heavier, causing goosebumps to scatter across my skin.
“You say you don’t know how to love or nurture but you did what you needed to do to protect your brother. Since the moment I met you, you’ve been doing it. I have no doubt you would do the same with our child.”
His hand brushed across my stomach. “When I decided to make you my wife, it was because I saw something in you I knew I needed. I still see that. This whole marriage you’ve challenged and pushed me. You’ve cut me, you cursed me out, you’ve threatened me and that fire has been the driving force behind my feelings for you. It’s the main thing that attracted me to you. So don’t worry about what you think you lack because I don’t see that shit as a flaw.”
Nazai moved his hand down and pushed it under my shirt. His bare hand felt warm against my stomach. He didn’t stop moving his hand up until he got to my breast, cuffing it through my bra.
“You’re gonna have my baby and be the best fucking mom too,” he growled. I moaned when he slipped his hand inside my bra and fondled my nipples.
“Tell me, Wildfire. Tell me you want to have my baby.” His teeth nipped my skin. My breathing sped up in an uneven rhythm. Nazai grabbed the bottom of my shirt and lifted it over my head, tossing it to the side.
“Your breasts already seem heavier than normal. Are they more sensitive?” His head dipped and he bit the top of my cleavage, making me cry out. My hands went to his shoulders. He explored my skin with his mouth, sending a shiver up my spine. Closing my eyes and tossing my head back, I clenched my legs as my wetness grew.
“Are you gonna have my baby?” He licked the bite and sucked it roughly. “Tell me you’re gonna have my baby.”
It became hard to breathe as my heart beat wildly while a million butterflies fluttered inside my stomach. He moved his hand to my jeans and undid the button while kissing his way between the valley of my breasts. My chest rose, wanting to feel him more.
“She’s wet for me, huh?” His hand slid into my now opened jeans and brushed over my pussy.
A whimper fell from my mouth. Blood rushed to my clit, it pulsated with need.
“Yes,” I whined, rolling my hips.
“These are too fucking tight.” He pulled away and kneeled. I watched him in a lustful haze as he pulled my jeans along with my panties down my legs, helping him remove them.
My knees buckled when he kissed the inside of my thighs, making his way up to my pussy. He inhaled a sharp breath.
“You always smell so fucking good.” I cried out again when his rough tongue ran up my pussy and he pulled my clit into his mouth.
“Are you gonna have my baby?” His tongue skillfully flicked against my lower lips. My hands went to his shoulders, gripping them tightly.
His teeth suddenly sank into my clit, sending a jolt of lightning up my body. “Oh fuck!”
“Tell me.” Again, he sucked and rolled his tongue.
“Yes, fuck yes!” I whined when he pulled back and kissed my pussy teasingly.
“That’s what I like to hear.” He lifted to his feet and gazed down at me. His lips shone with my juices along with his beard.
“Taste how good you are.” He stuck his tongue out. My heart stuttered as I leaned up and sucked his tongue into my mouth. He gripped my sides tightly, pulling my body closer to his. I became drunk off my essence.
“Can’t wait to see how full these get,” he rasped, cuffing my breasts. When he flickered his eyes to meet mine, my breath became caught in my throat at the intense emotions coming from them. “You and my baby won’t ever have to worry about anything. I didn’t think it would happen so soon but I fell in lo?—”
