I whimpered with his cock in my mouth, and he hissed, lost in the sensation. Fingers that didn’t belong to me joined my hand under the band of my shorts, a hot body pressing against mine, and a big hand over my breasts.
“Let me do this,” Anders said in my ear, and I nodded, removing my hand and letting him work on me.
I moaned when Anders’s fingers made contact with my sensitive clit, and that moan earned me Sven pushing my head into his cock, making me swallow more than I could. It didn’t take long, not when I was this far gone and needy, and I came, screaming with Sven’s cock inside my mouth, his knot pushing against my lips trying to fit in, and before I could even attempt, he came in my mouth.
His grunt was guttural, his cum salty, and so much that it leaked to the side of my lips. I swallowed as much as I could, but then Sven let me go, not bothered when he made a mess over my clothes. I fell into Anders’s arms. Even though I had already come, he kept rubbing me, as if he couldn’t control himself. I was already building into another orgasm, his hands kneading my breasts and finding my sensitive nipples.
“Do you have anything to say?” Sven asked.
For a moment, I thought he meant me, but my mouth was too dry, and I was wiggling in Anders’s hold. I couldn’t find words to explain what I was feeling. I cracked an eye open, and to my surprise, Sven’s eyes weren’t on me as he tucked himself back into his slacks.
They were on Per.
The gentle alpha barely looked at his packmate. Instead, his kind eyes found me as he crouched to my eye level and brought his fingers to my cheek in a careful caress.
“Tell me, Isadora, do you want me to knot you?”
The words took me by surprise. I felt Anders freeze behind me for just a second, and in the next, he was pushing two thick fingers inside my pussy with a delicious groan whispered in my ear.
“You see, I have a theory since your heat started,” Per continued as if he was talking about the weather. “I think you belong to us.”
The statement felt heavy in the air. Anders said nothing to that, but if I thought the idea was unappealing to him, he let me know it wasn’t by the way he worked on me faster and harder than before. I whimpered, torn between chasing the climax or Per’s words. Anders held me close, almost as if he didn’t want to let me go, and Per took my chin between his fingers.
“I think your heat started not because of the northern lights but because of us. I think there’s no pack for you out there but us.”
I sucked in a breath, tears filling my eyes. Anders used his palm against my clit as he pounded with his thick fingers. I opened my mouth in a silent scream, letting it all wash over me and accepting the orgasms. My pussy squeezed Anders’s fingers, and he cursed in a groan, breaking me further when he shuddered behind me and kissed my forehead.
“You have a choice to make, Isadora.” Per caught my attention once again. “We can be the answer to your heat. To your loneliness. Toeverything.”
My heart sped as I looked at his green eyes, my head dizzy, and the images swarming into my head. How filthy was it to belong to my dad’s pack? When Sven used that to get me on my knees, I felt naughty, pushing the line, but if it was true?
What if I really belong to them?
More than that, could I live this life? My heart leaped inside my body, begging to believe in something I was too scared of giving a chance. Trusting no one but myself was easy. A hard life was what I knew best, and now Per was saying I didn’t belong in an empty house filled with pictures of people who weren’t there anymore.
Could I let myself relax and be taken care of? That was the core of an omega, right? Pampered. Loved and spoiled. None of those words made sense to me. I wanted to rebel and tell him I was the opposite of an omega. I was a thick-skinned, cynical woman, and I would be alone for the rest of my life.
But then I thought about the omega this morning, and just the memory of her smile squeezed my heart in a way I couldn’t breathe. Her smile was imprinted behind my eyelids, the way her children were playing so carefree and her alphas kissed her cheek. There was something so foreign about the scene, a path I never thought my life would bring me, and I wanted to reject it at the same time as I wanted to cry and say yes.
“Do you want to think about it?” Per asked, his head tipping to the side.
Anders, the grumpy man who I was sure fucking hated me kissed my shoulder, and my whole body slacked over his chest.
“How can time make this better?” I asked. “Accepting this is going against everything I thought I wanted, but…”
“It’s tempting?” He smiled.
I bit down on my bottom lip and nodded. It was tempting to stay in their arms, to be taken care of. It was tempting to have more than myself to rely on. It was tempting not to fight at every moment of the day.
“Let me knot you, Isadora,” Per asked, his voice lower than before, bringing chills down my arm. “Let me show you what we can be.”
Chapter Nineteen
Isadora
My body unfolded itself, and my hand fell into his before I thought about it too much. If he wanted to show me a glimpse of what it could be, then I was going to let him.
It’s just a peek,I told myself.
