“Fucking hell,” he breathed, then he moved. Before I knewit, he'd unhooked my bra, thrown it to the floor and slid his hand behind my back to pull my body flush with his, my softness against his hard chest, and he was kissing me again. “You are incredible,” he said against my mouth, that rough quality back in his voice. I was beyond forming words now. Now that his hot skin was directly against mine, his hardness moving against me. He kissed down my throat to my chest until his mouth closed over one of my nipples. I arched off the bed and made another desperate noise in the back of my throat.
His hand traced down my stomach until he was right there, skimming inside my knickers and pressing his thumb at my centre whilst his fingers glided into me. He started a slow steady rhythm with his hand, exerting just the right amount of pressure as I squirmed beneath him. Eventually, I’d lost all control and was literally riding his hand, completely disinhibited. Then the sharp tug of his mouth at my other nipple tipped me over the edge. He bit me lightly as I flew apart with a near scream, stars exploding behind my eyes.
It was so intense that I actually felt like I’d left my body. When I came back to myself and blinked up at Felix’s focused expression, another wave of desire swept through me.
“Jesus Christ,” he said in a rough voice almost strained voice. He had a wild look in his eyes, and his whole body was strung tight as if holding himself back. I could feel the tense muscles under my hands on his back as I slid them up to his hair.
“Blimey,” I breathed. “You’re really bloody good at that.”
That broke through Felix’s intensity. His body started shaking before he collapsed onto me and laughed into my throat. “Thanks for the performance review,” he said against my skin through his laughter, and I smiled. The weight of him and his movement was starting to build up the tension in me again, and I started moving against him, a small moan escapingas I kissed his ear. Then some sort of sex kitten Lucy emerged, and I took his ear between my teeth before licking it with my tongue and whispering in his ear.
“I need you, Felix.”
His laughter merged into a groan. And when he pulled back to look at me, that intensity was back in his expression. Before I knew it, my knickers were on the floor along with the rest of his clothes, and he was reaching into his side table for a condom, which he sorted in record time. Then his cock was right there, pressing forward. I inhaled sharply and tensed for a moment at his size. A muscle was clenched in his jaw, and his body was trembling with the tension of holding back.
“Lucy,” he said in a rough voice. “Baby, are you a virgin?”
“What? Oh no… well, I mean notreally.”
He swallowed; it looked like it was costing him every bit of self-control. His body was trembling over mine. “What do you mean bynot really?”
“Er… well, I’ve had sex before with Davey Turnbull, you know the farmer’s lad up in Lower Winton?”
Felix closed his eyes slowly and let out a huff of breath, which sounded like a half-laugh, half-groan, almost like he was in some extreme pain but finding it amusing.
“It’s just that Davey was?—”
“Please, Luce, when I’m nearly inside you in my bed, please can we not talk about ‘Davey the Farmer’s lad’?”
“Well, see, Davey wasn’t quite as… er, blessed in that area.”
“Davey had a small cock.”
“Not really, it’s just you seem to have a… well… a… rather large… er…”
More of his weight settled on me as he slid further in. I grunted as I adjusted to his size.
“Enough said, baby,” he said into my ear in a rough whisper, slowly pushing forward. I moaned as I stretched aroundhim. I was so full it was almost uncomfortable, but I craved more, pushing my hips up to take more of him. “Christ,” he ground out. “Keep still, love. I can’t?—”
“Please, Felix,” I breathed. “Fuck me.”
That snapped his control, and I gasped as he thrust forward, now fully seated inside me, so deep it was verging on discomfort but in a delicious way. He paused a moment to search my face, his eyes wild. “Are you okay?”
“I–I think so? I mean you’re really big. Maybe too big? But in a good way. Like, I feel full and achey and… well like I want you to move. Maybe?”
He made a sound which was half-laugh, half-groan before he did just that, slowly at first then building pace until his thrusts were shaking me on the bed as I climbed back up to the peak. Then he was kissing me and hooking one of my legs over his arm to get the exact angle I didn’t even know I needed. His movements were wild as I broke again, convulsing around him with pleasure so intense it felt like I might black out with the force of it. Then I got to watch as Felix’s rhythm became more forceful, uncontrolled and uneven before everything in his incredible body strung tight. He let out a hoarse cry then after a long moment he collapsed on top of me, letting me take all his weight for a few seconds before he managed to roll to the side. He pulled me along with him so that I was sprawled over his chest, my leg up on his thigh, and my face tucked into his neck. Then he tugged the duvet over both of us before his arms came up around me to hold me to him tightly. We were breathing heavily, the intensity still in the air but now mixed with acute relief. Then Felix started laughing again.
“Hey,” I snapped, slapping his chest in indignation. “What’s so funny?”
He looked down at my frowning face and kissed me through his laughter. But he didn’t stop laughing, the bastard.Was sex with me that comical? I started to pull away, but his arms tightened around me to keep me in place and against his warmth.
“I think that’s a first for me. A performance review after I made you come was one thing, but the discussion of a past lover, including his full name and who he worked for in the village I grew up in when I was practically inside you, was… unusual.”
“You asked me!”
“You could just have said, ‘No, Felix, I’m not a virgin’. You didn’t have to give me the full name, profession and dick size of your last partner.”
“My only partner,” I muttered grumpily into his chest. He kissed the top of my head and started stroking my back.
