“Can you sleep in here with me tonight?”
“Of course,” I squeaked. The thought of him needing my body to occupy his space made me dizzy. I went to my room, changed into a long sleeve black shirt that didn’t even cover my ass, and a pair of pink panties. Once I slid my thumbs through the holes in my sleeves, I padded back toward Cease’s room.
He’d slid down in bed and was dozing off again. I snuggled my body right against him, pressing my back to his chest. Feeling his muscles on my back made me bite my bottom lip.
I pulled my sleeve between my lips and began nibbling. “Stop. Don’t be so nervous,” Cease said, he moved my arm and swept his lips across my ear.
“Sometimes, being awound you makes me newvous.” I turned to face him and he smiled a little in the darkness. “I can’t believe you like my stupid voice.” I rolled my eyes and he chuckled in response.
“I do. I love your voice, Brooklyn.” He pushed loose strands of hair away from my face and kissed my forehead. “I love the way you love 80’s music. I love the way you get nervous and chew on your sleeve.” His Adam’s apple wobbled in his throat and he brought my hand up to his lips to kiss my palm. “I love your scars…” He pulled my thumb from my sleeve and rolled the material back. My stomach quivered not from his proximity but from what he’d find.
I squeezed my eyes shut when his grip tightened against me. “Brooklyn,” he growled. “You promised…” He was hurt. I hurt him with my lies.
“I’m sowwy. I was scared,” I sniffled, pulling my arm back. “I get weak when I’m scared, Cease.” Tears danced in my eyes, making his face a blur. He took my hand back in his and pushed out a breath.
“Please don’t keep shit from me. Even if you’re weak…I’ll be there with you.” He dropped achingly gentle kisses to my fresh cuts and I let out a broken sob. My body shook from the kindness of it all.
I was stunned that he could still care. I lied to him. I broke my promise and he still loved me.
Soon, there were no more sobs because Caesar’s mouth was on mine melting my cries away and replacing them with air. I could breathe with him. His dense body hovered over mine and he settled between my legs making me ache.
“I love you, Brooklyn,” he whispered before brushing his lips against mine.
“I love you too,” I uttered between breaths.
I moaned at his teeth and tongue on my neck. I knew pain could give relief but I never knew it could feel so good. So warm and full.
My thighs closed around his middle and I could feel his toned muscles flex against my skin. The feeling was so rich and thick I wanted to drown in it. For the first time in my life, I wanted to drown.
“I don’t know what the fuck you’re doing to me, Brook. I want it though. I want you.” He pushed my shirt up, exposing my breasts. His hungry eyes feasted on the sight of them before his mouth latched on. It was so warm and wet.
I moaned and snapped my eyes shut while he licked and nibbled on my stiff nipples. “Can I taste you?” His voice was buried in rock and gravel. It was so rough and deep that it made my pussy throb.
“P-Please,” I squeaked. I needed to feel his mouth on me before I died. I heard the sound of thread popping and fabric tearing right before he yanked my panties off. I never thought anyone actually ripped panties off but he showed me that it was real and possible and so fucking sexy.
My breathing turned into anxious panting when he spread me open. Nobody had ever been that intimate with me before. The first time I had sex it was quick and rushed. The second time I wasn’t completely sure I even wanted it.
This time…I wanted every fucking second. I needed it to survive.
His lips connected with my most sensitive bundle of nerves and a howl of unharnessed pleasure ripped the quiet air around us. My spine arched and my fists snatched the sheet from its corners.
Fists…
I made fists with both hands.
Maybe I hadn’t fucked myself up too bad.
Cease dragged his thick tongue along the surface of me while I moaned and called his name over and over. A ball of pressure swelled in my core threatening to explode. I needed it to explode. I bucked my hips against his mouth and he dug his fingertips into my ass pulling me against his face harder until I shattered. I turned into particles flickering in the darkness.
Every limb trembled uncontrollably.
When he came up from between my legs, we shared a kiss. I sucked on his tongue stealing my flavor from him. “Are you a virgin?” He asked. I felt his thick cock pressing against my tightness and I swallowed the knot lodged in my throat.
“N-N-No,” I stammered. His nostrils flared and his cashmere brown eyes narrowed.
“Brook, once I’m inside of you, you’re mine. Understand? Nobody else has access to your body.” My pulse beat in the roof of my mouth. It beat in my throat and down to my toes. I wanted nothing more than to belong to him.
“Yours,” I nodded with wide eyes. “I’m yours, Cease.”
