I quickly close the distance between us, grabbing him by the shoulders and pressing him against the wall.Cole's eyes widen, a mix of surprise and something else, something darker, flashing in those green depths.I'm breathing hard, my heart hammering against my ribs as I hold him there, our faces inches apart.I can feel the heat radiating from his body, smell the faint scent of his cologne mingled with something uniquely him.
"Caleb?"He whispers, his voice uncertain."What are you…" I cut him off, pressing my lips to his with a hunger that shocks me.For one terrible moment, he's frozen, and I think I've made a catastrophic mistake.Then his hands are in my hair, pulling me closer as he opens his mouth to mine with a soft whimper that sends electricity down my spine.
God help me, but I can't stop.I slide my hands down his sides, feeling the firm muscles beneath his shirt before gripping his hips and pulling him even closer.
My body pressed against his, and I can feel him hard against my thigh.My own cock is hard and aching as I devour his mouth nipping at his bottom lip just like I wanted to do the day of the carwash.I’m like a man possessed, months of fantasies about his lips on mine and his body pressed against me has my synapses popping and fizzing.
My body rocks against him and the friction is a delicious torture.All I want to do is touch him everywhere.“Can I touch you?”I pant between kisses.He nods eagerly, and I reach down to cup his erection through his jeans and he gasps.
But it's not enough; I want to feel the weight and heat of him in my hand.With trembling fingers, I unbutton his jeans and lower the zipper.Desperate to remove the barrier between us, I slip my hand inside his boxer briefs, wrapping my fingers around his long and thick, pulsing cock.My eyes flutter closed and I groan into Cole’s mouth, a wave of unfamiliar sensation washes over me, a mixture of arousal and bliss that I have never experienced before.
But then Cole's breath hitches, I stop and pull my head back so I can see his face.He looks blissed out, his lips puffy and cheeks pink but his bottom lip is captured between his teeth.
I release his lip with my thumb and stroke his jaw.“Are you ok?”I ask, my voice ragged.
“N-No one’s ever touched my dick,” He pants, his words stun me.
“What are you telling me, Cole?”I ask gently.
“I-I’m a virgin.”He confesses.I blow out a harsh breath
“What about our kiss, was that your first?”I ask.“With tongue yeah.”His adam's apple bobs as he audibly gulps.
I grip the back of his neck placing my forehead to his “Fuck Cole,” I breathe in quiet surprise.“Do you want me to stop?”I ask, his response is immediate and desperate:
“Please don't stop,” he whispers.I lower my mouth back to his kissing more gently and slow my pace.Lord knows I would love to consume all of him the way he has been consuming my thoughts over the past months but he deserves better than that.
He bucks his hips attempting to grind his dick into my hand, “please Caleb,” he whines.I pick up stroking him again and his body melts into me.He is all whimpers, gasps and desperate moans in my arms causing my needy cock to strain and jerk to get free of my pants.I let go of his cock, eliciting a disappointed whimper from him and pull out my dick so that both of us are bare and wrap my fist around our lengths and stroke.
We both gasp, his eyes fluttering as his head falls back on the wall.The sensation of his hot, velvety skin against mine is unlike anything I've experienced before.It's raw and primal, but there's something else too, a connection that runs deeper than physical pleasure."Cole," I groan, my voice barely recognizable."You feel so good."
His eyes are half-lidded, his breathing erratic.“Omg-I-cant..I..Fucck Caleb,” Cole gasps his body going taut, his head falling to my shoulder, he shudders as his cock erupts in my hand on a choked cry.The pleasure of knowing I did that to him sends shivers down my spine as I fall over the edge right along with him.“Oh God Cole.Fuuuck,” I moan, pressing my body into his harder while thrusting through my climax.
He lifts his head, panting harshly.I connect our foreheads, my eyes falling closed as I come down from my orgasm.
Bliss, pure unfiltered bliss, is all I can feel in this moment, our ragged breaths mingling in the small space between us.I've never experienced anything so intense, so right.
It doesn’t take long for reality to crash down like a sledgehammer though.A voice in my head that sounds like my father’s“Sinner, disgrace, look what you’ve done.You are the Devil's tool now.”I shudder.
The voice is right, in one day I took advantage of a virgin, cheated on my wife and disgraced my position as a Priest.Panic rises in my chest.I hastily step away and disentangle from Cole, stuffing myself back into my pants, and run my fingers through my hair in frustration and shame.
He stands stock still against the wall, gazing at me with a mixture of utter bliss and caution in his eyes.With my head bowed I step into my ensuite bathroom closing the door.I wash my hands, unable to look at myself in the mirror.Leaning against the bathroom door I cover my face with both hands as regret floods through me.I truly am a monster.
Twenty
Cole
The Love You Want - Sleeptoken
F
uck yes!I got my first hand job and by Caleb.Not even my best fantasy was that good and he wanted it.His big hand wrapped around our cocks as he stroked us.His cock touching mine.I totally sound like a virgin but, oh my god!And the best part was he didn’t run when he found out he was my first.Instead, he became gentle and cherishing.I am literally walking on a cloud, I don't think my feet have touched the ground since I left his office yesterday.
Pulling out my phone I text Mason:
Me:
So…*hands covering eyes emoji*
