I let out a strangled cry, hoping he’ll stop teasing and plunge into me so deep, I’ll feel him for days.
“You like this, Raven?” he teases in the sexiest tone, as he strokes me once more. “You want my long, thick cock inside this tight, wet pussy?”
Nodding profusely as he pinches my nipple, I manage an “Uh… huh.” I claw at his hips, urging him on.
Again, he slips just a little inside me, and I revel at his thickness, only to have him pull out and trace my seam with his cock and circle my clit once more.
“Please, Finnnnnn…” I draw out, needing relief. “Fuck, that feels so good… Please… I need…” I’m not beyond begging. I’m already on the verge of coming, and we’ve barely even begun. “I need all of you.”
Placing his cock at my center, he pushes in once again but only part way.
When he stops, my eyes fly to his.
“You ready for me to love you like you’ve never been loved before?” He inches in a little further then says, “You ready for me to show you just how much you mean to me?”
His words alone have me teetering on the edge for a release.
I’m so fucking close to the edge of ecstasy, it’s taking everything in my power not to close my eyes and freefall over the edge. He feels so fucking good.
“I love you, Finn. Please make love to me,” I pant, then wrap my legs around his upper thighs, pulling him close. With my fingers digging into his ass, I pull him even closer and beg, “Love me. Fuck me. Make me come the way only you know how. I’ve never felt this way with anyone, and I’ve waited way too long tofinally admit my feelings for you. I’ve missed you more than you could possibly know.”
“I fuckin’ love it when you talk like that, sweetness.” Plunging deep, he pistons in and out, taking me higher and higher. Squeezing my legs around his, I hold on for as long as I can before my spine tingles, and my eyes squeeze shut.
The sounds we make are beyond words as I trip over the edge and plummet into a state of euphoria I’ve only heard of. Wave after wave of pleasure rips through me, and I swear I dislocate from my body and float in the sky above us as he stills and empties himself into me.
The last words I remember before leaving this world are, “You’ve ruined me for all others.”
I’m riding the highest of highs as I step onto the stage at the Seaside Music Festival. All is right with the world now that Raven’s officially mine. We’re only playing a few songs tonight, but we’re starting off with the song that won Jax the competition last year. “Just Being Me” is a crowd favorite and has been a popular single. It’s also the one that made Sloane fall completely in love with him, so it’s special for multiple reasons.
We start the upbeat tune, but this time as I sing harmony, it hits differently. I’m connecting to it like never before. Maybe it’s because in all my years, I’ve never truly been in love. My heart fills with emotion as we sing the last verse, and I realize every single word rings true.
I hope you don’t ask how fast did I fall
With you by my side, we can get through it all
You are it for me
I can clearly see
I’m in love with you
Please take a chance on me
By letting me be me.
After the crowd settles, we switch it up to a slow song no one has ever heard. We’re testing out “Impossible Fears”and from the looks of it, they’re into it as much as “Just Being Me”,which makes me perform even better.
It’s a song about how we’re all our own worse critic. It also focuses on the need for pulling yourself up, making the changes you need, and getting back on track. For a fuller effect, Ryker and I join Jax in harmonizing to the melody. This creates a richer tone and a more hopeful undercurrent to the mood of the song.
As Jax hits the final note, there’s a thunderous applause. Ryker walks back to my drum kit, snags a water bottle, and downs it before the next song and yells over the noise of the audience. “Told ya this was the right song. We killed it!”
For our last song, “Dating Season”, we switch things up and go back to an upbeat tempo that’s sexy and fun as hell to play. I’ve never specifically told the guys when we were writing, but this song entirely emulates the way I felt when meeting Raven. Our relationship was new, exciting, and ultimately life changing. At least that’s how it feels each time I think of her now. The fact she feels the same makes my heart soar even faster than the beats I’m laying down. We all contributed to the lyrics, so I can’t take credit for every word on this track, but I most certainly took the lead with the concept.
As we start this song, my eyes drift to Raven, who’s standing beside her family left of center stage. I’m not sure who pulled the strings to get them down in front for this performance, but I’m grateful. The moment her eyes meet mine, everyone drifts away, and I’m only singing this song to her.
With my whole heart, I belt out the words,
Our first impression was a joke.
