Soon we were kissing, like proper kissing with tongues.
It was my first kiss, and I was super nervous.
Eli noticed it and tried to assure me.
“Don’t worry, babe, you’re perfect as you are. I’ve been thinking of you and me doing this for months”.
ELI FREAKING PARKER HAS BEEN THINKING OF ME.
WHAT’S LIFE?!
HE ALSO CALLED ME BABE.
I CAN DIE HAPPY NOW.
Things then escalated even more.
What happened next wasn’t great.
Sex freaking hurts.
That’s one thing my romance novels don’t mention enough.
Even though we used lube, and it didn’t last too long the first time, it wasn’t such a wonderful experience physically.
I’m not sure I even enjoyed the act.
However, Eli was caring and thoughtful.
He asked me if I was okay and cuddled me after.
He cared about my feelings.
It made me feel better.
We talked for hours afterward, too.
Eli shared all about his past and how he couldn’t wait to get out of Belchester.
I told him about my parents and their problems.
We soon realized how much alike we are.
We could talk about everything and would have done so if we had more time.
But he needed to leave early for his senior trip.
I think I fell in love with him last night.
Yes, LOVE.
I love Elijah Peter Parker of 29 Redwood Lane.
Too bad he’s a year older than me and moves away to college soon.
I’ve had a crush on him for two years already, and he finally noticed me, but he’s ready to leave town.
What’s up with my bad luck and timing?
