He—
Fuck. We didn’t use a condom.
“K-Kodie,” I stutter, closing my legs to hide the evidence of what we just did.
“No,” he growls, his giant hands gripping over my knees to keep me spread for him.
My breath catches at the dark, possessive look in his eyes.
He’s freaking out, but it’s about more than what we just did.
“It’s okay. I’ve got an IUD, and I’m clean. I swear to you.”
He swallows thickly, not saying a word as he reaches forward, drags two fingers through our combined release, and pushes them inside.
“Kodie, fuck,” I gasp.
It takes him a few seconds to react, but eventually, he looks up, his eyes locking on mine.
“You look fucking incredible with my cum running out of you, Trouble.”
All the air rushes from my lungs.
“I’ve never…” He lifts his free hand to comb his wild curls back, conflicting thoughts warring behind his eyes. “Fuck. We shouldn’t have done that.”
“It’ll be okay. Even if it weren’t safe, I’d never?—”
He silences me with a kiss. It’s just as heated and as reckless as before and I cling to him, desperate to keep him to myself for a little bit longer.
“I’ve got to go,” he finally says, our lips still connected.
“I know,” I say softly, fighting the emotion that crawls up my throat.
“This was…you are…fuck, Casey.” His soft, confused chuckle fills the air. “You’re driving me fucking crazy.”
“I’m sorry.”
“No. Don’t be sorry. I don’t think it’s a bad kind of crazy.”
“Oh.”
He pulls back and looks me dead in the eyes.
“I don’t know what’s going on here, but…” My breath catches. “But I’m not sure I can stop.”
“Kodie, I?—”
His fingers press against my lips.
“Don’t,” he warns. “There’s every chance I’ll never leave this room if you say anything like I think you’re going to.” I nod in understanding. “I’m gonna go. I’m gonna take Sutton home and…” He shakes his head, a small smile playing on his lips. “Hell, I’m probably going to go home and freak out,” he confesses. “But this. Fuck, Casey. This,” he says, cupping my cheek tenderly.
“This what?” I whisper, desperate to hear the end of that sentence.
“This…you…it’s not enough. I don’t think it’ll ever be enough.”
My heart soars at his words, but they’re not enough to stop the chills when he steps back and finally allows me to close my legs.
I sit on my desk in a puddle of our cum, watching as he dresses.
