I nibbled on my bottom lip, still staring at him.
“Don’t look at me like that?” He sighed.
“Look at you like what?”
“Like you’re about to fuck me with your eyes. We’re not on that type of shit, remember?”
I cleared my throat. “Oh, right. My bad. It’s just, I really appreciate all of this. It’s very sweet.”
“You deserve it.” He kissed my forehead and slid his hand down my arm.
I felt my pussy jump. “Um...okay. I’m going to go shower.”
“Sounds good. Everything should be set up by the time you get done.”
“Okay.” Smiling, I stared at him as I walked backward.
“Nyx, quit playing with me before I forget about all of this friendship shit and fuck you right here on my living room floor.”
Amused, I turned around and walked away.
With the way I was feeling, if I’d stayed in that living room a second longer, I might have let him.
30
NYX
Needless to say, I was horny as hell after my little exchange with Shade, and that only intensified once I made it to the room. Just like he’d said, everything Ashari had picked up was hanging in the closet. But when he said a few things, I truly thought he meant just a few. Clearly, his definition was a bit different. The closet was far from small, and every wall was filled with something. On one side, it was filled with the pajama clothes that he’d mentioned, but on the other side, it was filled with things I enjoyed wearing while out. Most of which consisted of big ass hoodies, black leggings and sweatpants.
To have a man pay so much attention to detail was crazy to me. He hadn’t missed a thing. Some of the shirts had the face of my favorite artists. Some that I’d danced for and others that I prayed would one day give me the opportunity. There were even a few artists who had passed on.
He definitely knew a lot about the things I liked. All of which made my pussy feel like it was on the brink of explosion, and it was going to send my ass into a coma if I didn’t do something to relieve the pressure.
I walked out of the bedroom and toward the bathroom, which was just next door. I peeked down at Shade, who was downstairs, pacing back and forth while talking on the phone.
It didn’t make sense for a man to be that fine.
Again, my lower lips alerted me of the need to fulfill the desire that was raging inside of me. I hurried into the bathroom and tossed my items on the stool that sat near the shower, then I turned on the water.
Steam filled the room as I slid out of my clothes.
As soon as I made it behind the glass doors, I sat in the sitting area and turned just enough so I could lift one of my legs. I scooted against the tile wall and positioned myself, so I was at a good enough angle for my fingers to have perfect access to my swollen flesh.
I probably should’ve handled things before I got in the shower instead of wasting water. But the thought of being soak and wet while playing with my pussy, knowing that he was just a few feet away just felt too damn perfect.
Although every inch of me was soaked, inside and out, I still slid my fingers in my mouth before dipping them between my thighs.
“Fuck,” I whispered, driven by the intensity that was now crashing around inside of me. “Mm, God I just want you to fuck me Shade. I want you to fuck me so bad.”
I said those words repeatedly until his face appeared behind my eyelids, making me feel like he was in the room with me. My senses went into overdrive, and I continued to imagine that everything I was doing to myself, he was doing. My fingers went faster and harder. But suddenly, it felt like they’d been replaced with something larger...much larger. So large, it damn near took my breath away. But I didn’t want it to stop filling me up. I wanted it to keep plowing at me, making me scream his name over and over again.
“Fuck me Shade! Fuck me harder!”
I felt my voice become hoarse. But I didn’t care. I needed him, and I wanted every inch of him. He was so deep. So fucking deep.
“I’m about to cum all over this dick. I swear I am.”
Within seconds, I felt my pussy clench around my fingers. My thighs shook uncontrollably as my back pressed against the wall and a flood unleashed from within me. I slammed my other hand against my mouth to muffle my uncontrollable screams.
