I relax a bit.I wasn’t feeling obligated, but I love that he’s making himself as vulnerable to me as I feel with him right now.
“Seriously—this could be the worst sexual harassment case the FDNY ever saw.Which is pretty ripe considering I’ve been worried about keeping the other guys from making you uncomfortable.”
I take my last bite of dessert and set the fork down.“I’m in.I’m totally in.”I meet his gaze squarely.
The connection between us is electric.His lips quirk up.
“And I’m kinda terrified.”
“I’m pretty sure that’s part of the thrill.”He throws some money on the table and stands.His arm loops around my waist when I stand.“I promise I’ll take care of you, Sparks.Do you believe that?”
I look up into his rugged face.Do I?Can I trust this guy with my body?My pride?
I think of how he managed me yesterday—not just the sex part, but the way he pinned me down to get the truth out of me.If only someone in my family had done that for me after the fire.Just pinned me down and asked what I knew.If I’d started it.
Would my life have been easier?
Hell, yes.
“Yeah, I believe it.”I reach around his waist and pat his rock hard ass.“Besides, I have you by the balls, right?”
His deep laugh is rich and it warms me from the inside.“Exactly, Sparks.As it should be.”
After a cab ride back to my place, he walks me to the door.When he doesn’t follow me in, I turn and lean in the door frame.
“Did you want to come in?”
“No.Tonight I’m going to kiss you at the door and send you to bed.We’re working tomorrow and I need you fresh.Next Tuesday when we’re on our three day break, I want you at my place at 7 p.m.sharp, ready to submit.If you don’t show, I’ll assume you changed your mind and I’ll never say another word about it.Understand?”
I nod.
“I need ayes, sir.”
Pussy clench.
I lean into his space so my breasts brush his shirt.“Yes…Daddy.”
His eyes darken.He snatches me up against him and claims my mouth with the same fervor he showed at the beginning of the evening.One hand palms my ass.I lift a leg and wrap it around his waist.Well, more like his thighs, because I can’t reach his waist.
I know he wants me—the evidence of his arousal pushes against my stomach—but he eases me back with a groan.
“Fuck, you taste so sweet.I can’t wait to find out if the rest of you tastes this good.”He moves back in, cupping my mons, rubbing the knuckle of his thumb over my clit.
I cry out, already close to orgasm, just from our conversation and the kissing.
He steps back again, though, smacking my pussy through my jeans.“Here’s a rule you’d better heed—no pleasure until after punishment.This pussy belongs to me.Don’t touch her unless I give you permission.”He reaches out and tweaks one of my nipples through my blouse.“I know you’re excited.You can think about how you’ll be punished, but no touching.You’re just going to have to let that energy build so you’re primed and ready for it when the time comes.”
I let out a growl of frustration and Blaze rubs my ear between his fingers, then tugs it gently.
“What do you say?”
“Yes, Daddy.”He liked it when I called him that last time.I’m not going to stop.
“Good girl.I promise I’ll make it worth it, Sparks.”He winks at me and steps back to shut the door.
Oh lordy.How will I survive until Tuesday?I’m already ready to explode!
Chapter5
