She gasped as he suckled her, drawing her in, then gently, so gently, brushing his teeth against the small point. Her hips began to push against him, telling him that she was getting wet, swelling, preparing for him. As much as he wanted to rip off his clothes and bury himself inside of her, he deliberately slowed his pace even more. As he licked one breast, he cupped the other, his fingers and tongue working together to make her lose control.
‘‘Mitch,’’ Alex breathed as she tossed her head from side to side. She couldn’t believe how good everything felt. For a few minutes she’d been so worried and nervous, but now she couldn’t concentrate on anything but what he was doing to her body. His touches, the pressure of his body against her, the weight and strength of him. It all felt so right. She’d half expected a little voice to be whispering that this wasn’t what she was supposed to be doing, but instead she was at peace. Well, as at peace as a woman in her condition could be.
An ache had taken residence between her legs. She recognized the symptoms from the time they’d been together in his truck. She wanted him to touch her there again and make her feel those things. She wanted to experience that ecstasy. It was like being transformed, or suddenly discovering that she could fly.
When his hand slipped down her stomach, she smiled and trembled in anticipation. When he pulled off her panties, she raised her hips so that she could help. But when he moved between her legs, she opened her eyes to look at him. What was he doing?
Mitch caught her gaze, then winked. ‘‘You’re gonna love it,’’ he promised, right before he bent down and kissed her right thigh.
She opened her mouth to protest, or at least question his actions. But while she was still figuring out what she was going to say, he parted the protective folds of her woman’s place and licked her. She saw his head lower, followed by the flash of his tongue. Then she felt such a startling, intense jolt of pleasure and need and fire that all she could do was sink back on the bed, close her eyes and pray that he would never stop.
Her legs eased open. He licked her again, exploring, gently teasing until he found the one spot that had her surging against him. He was doing it again, making her feel those things. Only this time with his mouth and his tongue, not his fingers, and somehow that was better.
Hot sensations rolled through her, making her thighs shake and her breasts swell even more. Low in her belly, muscles tensed and released in time with his ministrations. He was slow and steady, building pressure inside of her. She remembered her climax the last time and how she hadn’t been sure what to expect. This time the path seemed so much quicker. She was torn—wanting to take forever because the journey was so incredible, yet aching for her release.
He kissed and licked and sucked that one sensitive spot. Never too hard, never too fast, always exactly right. As if he could read her mind, or feel what she felt. Then, too soon it seemed, she felt her body collecting itself. Mitch felt it, too. He went faster and lighter, urging her on. She dug her heels into the mattress and raised her hips against his mouth.
‘‘I want…’’ she breathed, unable to articulate what it was she wanted. She felt him smile. Then she couldn’t think, couldn’t do anything but feel the wonder of his touch. The passion-storm began deep inside of her and spiraled out. When it touched her most secret place, the explosion began. There was light and heat and a sense of drowning in the most perfect pool of well-being. She wanted to be swallowed up forever. She wanted always to be in this perfect state.
Then she was surfacing, and Mitch was holding her and kissing her face. ‘‘Sweet Alex,’’ he murmured. ‘‘I knew you’d be like this.’’
‘‘Like what?’’
‘‘Perfect. Just perfect.’’
He wrapped his arms around her and held her close. She rested her head on his shoulder and listened to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. If wishes were possible, she would always want to be with this man, she thought contentedly. Here on the ranch, with the one person in the whole world who saw her as herself.
She could love him. Perhaps she already did. Alex kept her eyes closed in case he was watching her. She didn’t want him to know what she was thinking. Love. Did she love Mitch? Alex probed her heart, searching for the truth. She respected him, she cared for him, her life was better since meeting him. He knew her better than most people did, even her family. He made her feel things she’d never felt before. If that was love, then she’d fallen for him. How ironic. After years of thinking she wasn’t one for emotions or passion, she’d finally figured out she had plenty of both. She’d finally found where she belonged, and it was one place she could never stay.
A sense of pure sadness threatened to overwhelm her. Alex pushed the emotion away. Not yet. She would think about it later. For now they had each other and this time of magic and intimacy.
‘‘What are you thinking?’’ he asked.
‘‘That you’re very good at what you do. You must practice a lot.’’ She risked opening her eyes and saw that her teasing had done what she’d hoped. She’d distracted him to the point that he wasn’t going to probe.
‘‘I do not practice,’’ he growled. ‘‘I’ll have you know I’m very selective about the women in my life. So much so that I’ve spent most of the past several years living like a monk.’’
‘‘So you’re probably not even interested in sex anymore.’’
His expression tightened with desire. ‘‘On the contrary, my naked little princess, I’m in a bad way. I have every intention of burying myself deep inside of you until you’re so ready and hot, you’ll beg.’’
‘‘I would never beg.’’
‘‘Wanna bet?’’
The way he said it, she knew she would be begging before the night was out, and in an incredible way that she was going to remember forever. But for now it was enough to watch as he sat up and pulled off his shirt. When his hands dropped to his belt, Alex felt herself starting to blush. She’d never seen a man naked before, except for those shadowy glimpses they showed in the movies. When Mitch pushed down his jeans and briefs and his…well, his…manliness sprang forth, she thought she might very well start begging right now. She wanted to touch him and see if he felt soft or rough. But he didn’t give her the chance.
‘‘I promised myself I’d take it really slow,’’ he said as he pulled open his nightstand drawer and removed a condom. ‘‘And I really want to. Except—’’ he stared at her ‘‘—you have no idea how much I need to be inside of you.’’
‘‘I want that, too,’’ she said, and meant it. She wanted to know and she wanted her first time to be with Mitch.
‘‘I promise amazing technique and staying power next time.’’
She wasn’t sure what he was referring to, but she smiled and nodded, then tried not to stare openmouthed as he quickly and gracefully put on the protection. Then he was kneeling between her thighs, and she felt the pressure of his arousal against her slick wet opening.
Before she could tell him that she wasn’t sure what she was supposed to do, he’d bent down and kissed her. With his tongue against hers and one hand stroking between her legs, she found not knowing what to do didn’t seem so bad. Then he was pushing inside of her. Pushing and stretching and filling her.
The pressure didn’t hurt, exactly, but it was unfamiliar. She told herself to relax. Because she’d been so active as a girl, she knew there wasn’t going to be physical proof of her innocence. A doctor had warned her of that several years ago. So, with a little luck, Mitch would never know.
