“Because I know how much you like to watch …” he muses, tilting his head as his eyes slowly lower to my package. “How much you enjoy seeing her with someone else.”
“What do you mean?” she asks.
“It’s nothing.” I grab a cushion and throw it on top of my lap.
“He didn’t tell you?” Apollo says. “He likes to watch you fuck other people.”
She narrows her eyes and looks at me. “Wait, what? Is that true?”
“I …” I blush.
“Why else do you think he got so turned on when Levi and I fucked you in the forest?” He chuckles. “That’s his kink, Freckles. He’s a certified cuck.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” she asks.
“Because it’s embarrassing.”
Apollo snorts. “He was there in the locker room with us, hiding in the shower while watching us.”
Oh God.
Her eyes widen. “What?”
“And he was enjoying himself thoroughly,” Apollo adds.
“Is that true?” she asks.
My face heats as I get up, feeling caught in the moment. “I couldn’t help it. I was already there. I didn’t know you two were going to do that, but I couldn’t stop watching either. It was mad. Crazy. Addictive.” I swallow away the lump in my throat.
“You knew all this time I gave myself to him … that’s why you weren’t mad,” she mutters. “You watched me get licked.”
“And throat fucked,” Apollo says, only adding more awkwardness.
“I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want you to be weirded out,” I blurt out. “How could I explain to the love of my life that I enjoy seeing her get railed by someone else?”
Her face turns as red as a beet, but it looks so pretty on her.
I sigh. “I’m sorry.”
She takes it all in for a moment and then sighs. She visibly relaxes and approaches me with a smile. “I’m glad you told me. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about.”
I avert my eyes. “If you think I’m disgusting, I understand.”
“No, you’re not. I thought I was the disgusting one because it felt like cheating,” she mutters.
“No, it was fantastic. And I’m sorry I didn’t tell you,” I repeat.
She silences me with a shush. “We both kept secrets.”
When she leans in to peck me on the lips, my mouth hungers for more, and I cup her face and deepen the kiss. She’s so goddamn perfect. What did I ever do to deserve her?
She’s too sweet, too forgiving for a sinner like me.
I know it’s wrong. I shouldn’t have her. I shouldn’t even be near her because I’m dangerously obsessed. Yet I can’t stop kissing her back, completely enraptured by how she accepted me. I can still taste him on her tongue, and for some reason, it makes me even harder.
Fuck.
“My turn,” Apollo says, interrupting us.
