Gradually, my muscles relax, and I melt into his touch. My spine arches as he travels lower, those kisses now dottingalong the waist of my pants as he reaches to unbutton them. Full of fire, his eyes land on mine again as he shimmies the denim over my hips. When his gaze moves lower, a groan tumbles from his throat.
My black jockstrap peeks out, and he stares as his hips give an involuntary flex. “You’re trying to kill me early,” he mutters as he slides lower, sliding my jeans off my legs until I’m lying here in just my jock. Exposed under the weight of his stare, I watch as his eyes roam my skin.
“This is payback for those slutty pants.” I gesture at his fully clothed body. “Fair’s fair, baby. Show me the goods.”
He grabs the hem of his shirt and tugs it one-handed over his head, and I can’t help my grin at the farmer’s tan that leaves his torso and biceps several shades lighter than his forearms. Dark, coarse hair covers his chest and stomach, forming a dense trail that leads underneath his shorts.
He shoves them to the ground, leaving him standing with a very impressive erection straining against his boxer briefs. “Fuck, you’re gorgeous,” I mutter, and he glances down at himself, then back at me.
“Are you kidding, Az? You are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever laid eyes on.”
Heat flushes my cheeks as I look away. “You’re just saying that because…”
“Because why?” he challenges, hovering over me again. “Have I lied to you yet?”
“No,” I whisper, and he nods, dropping until his nose nudges against my cock underneath my jockstrap. A needy whine leaves my throat as his tongue flicks out, dragging over the fabric. Swallowing my nerves, I wiggle until he scoots back. My knees lift, and his gaze falls to where a red-gemmed plug decorates my hole.
“Oh, darlin’,” he mutters, voice so low it’s barely more than a rumble. “What do we have here?”
“Got it for Christmas.” My legs fall further apart as he stares.
“You put that in just for me?” His fingers skim the edges, and my cock flexes in response to the touch. When he pushes on it, my whole body lights up, fireworks dancing in crackling explosions under my skin.
“Do that again,” I beg, and he bites his lip, pushing harder on the plug as it bumps all the best spots inside me. Eyes never leaving mine, he lowers himself, tongue tracing the outside of the gem.
His hand lands on my cock, palm dragging along my length as I buck into his touch. “Beau,” I whimper as his thumb slips underneath the fabric, his callused finger stroking against the underside of my cock. His tongue drags higher, licking along my taint and over my balls.
“Wanna fuck you,” he murmurs, and when my eyes move down his body, his hips are thrusting into the mattress. “Need to be inside you. Please?”
Gripping his biceps, I tug. “Get up here.” He slides up my torso until we’re face to face, our mouths meeting in a rough kiss, lips clashing and teeth knocking because neither of us can slow down enough to find a rhythm. His cock brushes against mine, and my moan passes between us as I arch into him. Electric shock spiderwebs through my body as my hands claw at his back, thrusting mindlessly.
He pulls away and I chase him, digging my fingernails into his muscles as I try to force him back. “Take it out.” He’s all hazy eyes and kiss-swollen lips as his tongue darts out, and my voice is a rasping, husky thing I don’t recognize. “The plug. Remove it so you can get inside me. I need you inside me, baby,” I whimper, my body trembling at the furious need for friction.
His throat bobs in a swallow, and he nods as I spread my legs again. Just as the flare is working its way out, stretching my rim, he moans and pushes it back inside. Again and again, he does it, fucking me with the plug until I’m a whimpering mess.
Finally, he slips it out and I’m empty, so fucking empty, and desperate for him to fill me again. “Fuck,” he groans, his thumb circling my hole. “I tried to read online, but I don’t… I don’t know how to do this. What do I need to do?”
A surge of potent emotion hits me like a straight shot of dopamine to the chest, knowing he cared enough to research. “The plug loosened me enough already. Please, just get inside me.” He stands and pushes his underwear to the ground, his erection bobbing in front of him. Dark and swollen, pre-cum ropes in a clear strand as his fingers wrap around his shaft. A single stroke makes his knees buckle.
“Don’t be a tease,” I whine, and he grins as he snicks open the bottle of lube, slicking up his cock before kneeling between my knees. He grips himself and notches at my entrance, eyes landing on mine as I nod, desperate.
This feels significant.
It feels irreversible,final,as though something vital inside both of us shifts.
Everything rearranges in that moment, until there’s room for nothing but him. Him and me, and us together.
His hips thrust forward, and then I’mfull. Filled until it aches… far more stretched than with the plug. My body arches as his mouth falls open, head snapping towards the ceiling as he slides into me.
“Az,” he gasps, broad chest heaving as he sucks in a breath.
My cock fights against the restraint of the jock, throbbing as I leak into the fabric. “More,” I whimper as my legs wraparound him, heels digging into his lower back. “Give me more, Beau, baby,please.”
He’s shaky, limbs trembling as his hips jerk forward, too frantic to be smooth as he sinks deeper. The skin of his groin smacks against my ass as he bottoms out, a helpless sound leaving his lips as he shudders.
The need between us is messy and clumsy, and goddamned earth-shattering, with no room for false pretenses. Fists slamming into the mattress beside my head, he leans to claim my lips in a rough kiss. “I’m fucking crazy about you,” he whispers, and my tears burn hot, little drops of emotion that trickle from the corners of my eyes as we lay there, connected.
He draws back and rocks forward again, my gasp of pleasure erasing the words fumbling on the tip of my tongue. We match each other, move for move—every thrust of his hips is met by my arch off the bed. It’s slow, sensual,intentional, and we share each breath of air as he hovers with his mouth above mine.
