Page 24 of Golden Sinner


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I already blamed myself for Sypher’s situation. What the young man did was admirable. He only wanted to save those he loved. Any person would, but to put himself in harm’s way to end a war that was bigger than him was a battle he lost and now he was paying the price. We all were.

My mind wandered to the moments leading up to Sypher’s injury. His bravery was undeniable, but the consequences of his actions were now etched in every scan and every test result. The weight of his sacrifice pressed heavily on my shoulders. The Golden Skulls expected me to pull off a miracle, but the reality was stark and unyielding. As much as I wanted to rise to their expectations, I knew that sometimes, even the best efforts could not alter the course of fate.

“Dr. Robinette?”

Turning to the nurse beside me and closing Sypher’s chart, I instructed, “He needs a contrast MRI. Come find me when it’s set up. I want to be there when the results come in.”

“Yes, Doctor.”

I needed a moment to collect my thoughts. There was no way I would ever be able to stand before my son and tell him I couldn’t save Sypher. So many lives had already been destroyed by that evil woman Jane Craven and her lackeys, I refused to let her claim another victim.

I had to find a way to save this young man. The challenge was immense, but surrender was not an option. Sypher’s fate was now intertwined with my own and the shadow of Jane Craven loomed over us both. The pressure to succeed was intense, but it also fueled my determination.

From the moment I woke up at the Trick Pony, I knew my life would never be the same and it wasn’t. The day I escaped that horrible place, I started planning. Had I known back then that the baby I held in my arms was my son, I would have done things differently. I couldn’t change the past, but I could alter the future if I could find a way to save Sypher.

Now, as I stood in the sterile confines of the hospital, the weight of that resolve bore down on me. My thoughts drifted back to the chaotic scenes at the Trick Pony, my desperate flight for freedom and the relentless pursuit that followed. Each memory was a testament to the strength and resilience that had brought me to this moment. Saving Sypher was more than a professional obligation. It was a personal crusade, a chance to redeem the past and secure a future for my son.

The stakes were higher than ever. Sypher’s battle was my battle, and every decision I made would reverberate through the lives intertwined with his. As the nurse set up the contrast MRI, I steeled myself for the challenges ahead. The path to recovery was fraught with obstacles, but surrender was not an option. The shadow of Jane Craven and her malevolence had loomed long enough. It was time to confront it head-on, for Sypher, for my son, and for all those who had suffered under her tyranny.

I would find a way to save this young man. The road ahead was daunting, but with determination and unwavering resolve, I would navigate it. The future depended on it.

I didn’t lie to Montana and the others when I told them of my past.

I lived a charmed life until I didn’t. Even after I escaped the Trick Pony, I wanted so much to return to the life I once lived but I knew that was impossible.

Not with George Stone still alive.

So instead, I ran. I ran back to the Trick Pony to save my daughter. I may not remember giving birth to my son, but I was coherent enough to hear my daughter cry as someone said, it was a girl. Yet, when I returned for her, she wasn’t there, and my real nightmare truly began.

For the next few years, I suffered at the hands of Jane. The woman was relentless, despicable and evil in her pursuits to punish me, to break me. She almost succeeded too if it weren’t for him.

The one who saved me.

I never knew his name, only that one day he was there and all my pain had disappeared.

In the dim light of my prison, I learned to welcome the pain. It seeped into my bones until nothing else mattered. I embraced it, wrapped it around me like a cloak. Because even I knew pain meant I was still alive. Each throb, each pang was a testament to my existence, a reminder that my heart still beat, my lungs still drew breath. The shadows whispered tales of despair, but I clung to the raw sensation of pain as my anchor.

In the early days of my captivity, I had fought against it. I had railed against the agony, the bruises and the cuts. My screams had echoed off the cold, unforgiving walls, but there was no one to hear, no one to answer. Despair threatened to drown me, but slowly, insidiously, the pain became my ally. It was the only thing I could count on, the only constant in my dark and lonely world.

I would survive this, I knew. And when I did, my real test would begin. Because when I escaped this place, I would remember every moment, every slight, every cruelty. I would channel my pain into something powerful, something unstoppable. Revenge would be mine, not out of spite, but out of necessity. I didn’t know when or how, but I was patient. The pain had taught me that. Hours turned into days, days into weeks, but I remained steadfast, holding onto the promise of retribution.

She wanted to break me. All she did was make me stronger, forging my spirit in the crucible of suffering. Her attempts to diminish me only served to build my resolve. Every time she came to taunt, to inflict more torment, I met her gaze with unwavering defiance. She would see, someday soon, how truly strong I was. The glint of hatred in her eyes, the sneer on her lips, only fueled my determination.

Jane was a vile woman. She cared for nothing. She was constructed of pure hate and depravity. She was the monster under the bed, the darkness that lurked in the shadows. The undeniable pain that everyone feared. Yet, in her attempts to break me, she had only fortified my spirit. My resolve was a fortress, built brick by brick from the very torment she sought to use against me.

Her malevolent gaze, filled with disdain, no longer held the power to crush me. Instead, it became a mirror reflecting her own emptiness, her own desolation. I saw through her facade, past the cruelty and sadism, to the hollow void that lay within. She was a prisoner of her own darkness, trapped in a cycle of hatred and misery.

As I lay in the cold, damp cell, I envisioned the day of my liberation. It was a beacon of hope that pierced through the gloom, illuminating the path to my vengeance. I would rise from these ashes, stronger and more resolute than ever. And when that day came, she would realize that the true power of pain is not in its ability to destroy, but in its capacity to transform.

I heard shouts. Knew something was wrong when I heard the metal grind as someone opened the door to my cell. My heart pounded in my chest, a wild drumbeat of anticipation and fear. The dim light outside my cell flickered while shadows danced across the walls, hinting at chaos beyond the door.

My muscles tensed, ready to spring into action if the opportunity presented itself. For so long, I had dreamed of this moment, the chance to escape, to turn the tables on my captor. The door creaked open and a figure stood silhouetted against the corridor’s dim illumination.

It wasn’t Jane. Instead, a tall stranger stood before me, cloaked in uncertainty and urgency. “We have to go,” he whispered, his voice a gravelly blend of anger and determination. “Now.”

Hesitation gripped me for a brief second. Could this be a trick, another cruel game orchestrated by Jane? But the turmoil outside, the clanging of metal and the distant cries, suggested otherwise. The stranger stepped closer, revealing a face etched with concern and resolve.

“Who are you?” I demanded, my voice hoarse from disuse.