I moan, throwing my head back. I didn’t know I liked dirty talk, but the image of what he suggested fills my head.
Knowing he’s going to follow through? Yeah, that only makes it better.
“Words, baby. I need your words.”
“Yes. Please,” I beg.
“Anything you want, princess.”
Then his tongue is back on me, caressing my clit while his finger continues to probe inside me. My body feels like it’s on the cusp of a breakthrough. The jolts of pleasure building as my body takes over, grinding against Kai’s face and finger.
Then he curls his finger up inside me and it’s like an explosion happens. My mind goes blank as I feel myself clench against his finger.
My eyes slam shut as I fall over the edge.
I don’t know how long I’m lost. Slowly, I get a hold of my senses. First is sight. My eyes peel open. I jerk as I feel Kai still lapping between my legs. I untangle my stiff fingers from his hair, pushing him away.
“Sensitive,” I rasp.
He chuckles, slowly sliding his finger out making me hiss. He leans in, pressing a kiss to my clit.
This is so much better than last time. Last time felt good, but I was still nervous. I don’t think I let myself actually fall.
This time, I gave myself to him fully.
I don’t regret it either.
When he lifts up, I see his tented pants. Before he can move away, I stop him.
“Let me do something,” I tell him.
He presses a kiss to my lips. Tasting myself on him is more erotic than I thought it would be.
“Don’t worry about me,” he murmurs against my lips, kissing me once more before pulling away.
“You said you want to make me happy,” I counter.
His eyebrow quirks up. “I do. Did I not? We can always go back for seconds. I could feast on you all night.”
I shake my head. “You did, but I want to try something.”
My nerves start flaring up. Do I really want to do this?
The characters in my books always seemed to enjoy it.
“What do you want to try?” he asks, lying down next to me, running his fingers through my hair.
“I want to suck your, um…” I trail off.
He smiles. “You don’t have to do that.”
“I know, but I want to.”
When I feel the familiar warmth at the thought, I realize I really do. I want to do this. Not only for him, but to see if it’s something I like.
I want to explore my sexuality and I want to do it with him.
I feel safe with him.
