As I exit the Gentleman's club area, I feel like I'm leaving the best thing that's happened to me in a long time behind, unresolved, and it's a haunting feeling.Bianca's words about Seary and commitment weigh heavy on my mind, knowing in my heart she is right.Seary got under my skin and pierced it.Sooner or later, I'm going to have to scratch that itch.My balls and cock jerk confirming they want to lose themselves deep inside her.
Exiting Been Jammin's, I see Beverly sitting at a table alone in the fake patio area.No time like the present to seize on an opportunity to move forward.I walk over.She has an iPad and a drink.She looks up when I pull a chair out."May I?"
"Certainly."She smiles."Did you enjoy Seary's show?"
"I did.That's what I want to talk to you about."
She sits back in her chair."May I get you a drink?"
"No.I'm good.Thank you."
"What can I do for you then?"
"I want to book a private meeting in a VIP room.Just me and this girl.One on one."
"Excellent."She sits back up.
"I'm counting on you to make my fantasy come true."
Laughing, she pulls her iPad to her."I can help you with that."
"There will be a big bonus for you if you do."
"I like big bonuses.Who's the lucky girl?"
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Siri
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“Woo,y’all, we have a hyper crowd tonight.”I tell James and the girls as I step into Beyoncé’s “Dance For You” costume.He zips it up, then moves to snap the fishnet hose in the garter for me.While Beatrice stuffs my hair into a skull cap and secures my Beyoncé wig, Tory applies the latex facial prosthetics then quickly paints my face to look like the diva.
When they step back, James verifies my transformation.Then he points to the concealed door that joins my dressing room and shoos everyone out.
Within minutes, the stage is set.The other dancers are in place, and he signals Cat.She opens the celebrity’s dressing room door and tells me, “Queen Bee, we are ready for you.”
I stand as Beyoncé and strut to the stage.Waiting for the curtain to rise and the music to start, I listen to the noise of the crowd.They are loud, which means they are happy, which makes me happy.I truly am living the dream.
When the people closest to the stage notice the curtain going up, a hush starts and spreads across the auditorium.The sound of sirens in a raging thunderstorm silences the crowd completely.Beyoncé’s heels click, and I sync my steps as I walk across the stage, slowly stripping off the raincoat.Then I turn my back to the crowd, take my position between the couch and the coffee table props placed on the stage, and dance the video.
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Hardcore
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I pause for emphasis,making Beverly stop and focus on my choice.Remembering what Stacey said about Seary not doing extracurricular activities and wanting Beverly to know I'm serious, I wait until our eyes connect, then I deepen my voice and answer."Seary."
She looks surprised and says impulsively."She isn't available."
I smile with confidence."You didn't check."
"I don't have to."She shakes her head."I already know.She isn't available."
I look away, then look back, letting my eyes speak to my intentions.I am determined.No is not an option."Ask whoever you need to ask, but ask.I intend to make this happen."
Her look is just as determined as mine, but her confidence is not on the same level."I'll ask, but don't get your hopes up."
