“I guess this sweater didn’t cover up this bump?” I look down and laugh.
“I mean for the most part, but it’s still totally obvious.”
“Couldn’t you have just lied?” I smile, but I thought I’d be able to face Drew without him instantly knowing. It’s so hard to recognize the change in myself, but I thought it wasn’t that noticeable with oversized clothes. Who the hell am I trying to fool?Everyone.
“I cannot wait to go shopping. Cute little clothes and hats and shoes. I LOVE BABIES!” She’s talking so loud, her voice echoes through the parking garage. She grabs my suitcase and throws it into the back of the Jeep and slams her foot on the gas as usual. I shoot her a look, and she slows down. “Sorry, I forgot there was a baby on board.”
I grin at her. “So, how was your wrap and coconut water?”
Drew texted me and told me what was going on, that Travis asked for a favor, and I’m happy he considered Courtney and looped Drew in on it. She’s the best of the best and can help him with anything he needs.
“I’m so happy you’re home and that you’re finally going to be my roommate,” she says as she parks outside of her place. We had talked about living together so many different times in college, but after being accepted into the common dorms, it was a lot easier to move my stuff across campus and not have to worry about paying rent.
“So, I got a job,” Courtney says, wheeling my suitcase across the pavement to her apartment.
“Really?”
“Well, I kind of told Travis I was going to work for him.” She bursts out laughing, and I can’t help but laugh, too.
“Seriously? What did he say?” God, I miss him.
“He looked at me like I had lost my damn mind.”
I know that look well.
“Have you?” We walk inside, and I see my boxes waiting for me in the living room.
“Yeah, probably a little bit. But my dad said no more freeloading. Either I get a job or move back to Texas and work on the ranch. How clichéis that?” She wrinkles her nose and makes a face. “And we both know I wouldn’t survive one day of having dirt under my fingernails or sweating.” She cringes.
“Oh, sweet baby Jesus.”
“I know, right? I’m not going back to Texas. No way. Not with your hot brother showing up and bringing me lunch. And with me becoming an aunt and all.”
I shake my head at her. “Well, if Travis goes for it, you totally should. He’s dealt with enough shit from the corporate world that I’m sure he’ll treat his employees like gold. But honestly Court, it’s marketing. You hated marketing.”
She laughs. “Because it was boring! You have to admit it was boring.”
“You have a point.” I sit on the couch and prop up my swollen feet. “Oh my God!”
She stands up and walks toward me. “What, are you okay?”
I look up at her, shocked. “Yeah. I just felt the baby kick for the first time.”
“Baby Traviola loves me!” She sits next to me and places her hand on my stomach, and the baby kicks again. It’s one of the weirdest sensations and makes this impending motherhood thing feel very real all of a sudden.
“Have you told anyone else yet?” She searches my face.
I shake my head. “Not yet. I’m not even sure what to say.”
“Honestly, I’m sure you won’t have to say anything.” She gives me a smile, then glances down at my tummy.
“Oh, shut it. I’m so nervous, Court. I’m really scared to tell Drew. I’m worried to tell Travis and my parents. I feel lost. What if Drew hates me? What if Travis writes me off? What if my parents make me feel guilty?”
She gives me a hug. “What-ifs don’t mean shit. And no matter what, it’s going to be okay. No one's reactions will change the fact that you’re going to have a sweet little baby. Everyone will have to accept it. You’re going to be the best mom on the planet, and I’m going to be the world’s number one aunt. And you know if you need anything, I’m here. Okay? Always.”
I nod, and she gives me a tight hug. Sometimes Courtney is completely ridiculous, but I love the fact that she’s always on my team, rooting for me, no matter what.
On a whim, I pick up my phone and text Drew because the time for him to know is now. I can’t hide this any longer.
