“There’s plenty of food,” I say with a laugh as I start to undress, but his side-eyed glare makes it obvious he disagrees.
“Fine. There isn’t anygoodfood,” he amends. “I’m a healthy guy, I watch what I eat. But zero processed snack options? Not even a diet soda? If we hadn’t realized this place was a fucking cult already, one trip to that store would have clued me in,” he huffs.
I can’t hide my grin in response to his temper tantrum. “We won’t be here much longer,” I remind him.
“Thank fuck for that. I’m exhausted. If you want to have sex tonight you either need to ride me or fuck me, because I don’t think I have the energy to do more than just lay there,” Beck says as he strips off his clothes.
“Wait, seriously?” I’m frozen in place where I stand naked at the foot of the bed as I process what he just said.
“Um, yeah? I have no idea how you have so much energy with how fucking busy we are and how little food we get,” Beck groans collapsing onto the bed.
“Not that! You’d let me fuck you right now?” I ask, practically bouncing onto the bed next to him. My tone is definitely not hiding how shocked and excited I feel at his suggestion. Obviously, I’ve fantasized about topping him, but I haven’t gotten around to actually asking if he’d want me to. I’ve always been so eager to have him inside of me when we make it past using our hands and mouths, that I’ve never remembered to bring up topping him in the moment.
I don’t know why, but I assumed it would be a bigger deal, an exception on a special occasion if he was even interested at all. Not a random night because he was tired.
Not that I’m complaining. At all. I’m very much on board with this suggestion. Bottoming with Beck is the best thing ever, but I’m also eager to have this new experience with him too. I want everything with Beck and the thought of being inside of him has my already eager cock twitching.
“Did you think I wouldn’t bottom if you wanted me to?” Beck asks, sounding alarmed as he sits up to look at me. “I’m sorry if I gave you that impression. I thought you were just enjoying bottoming too much to want to change anything.”
“Don’t worry, I’ve definitely been enjoying it. That was a very accurate assessment,” I agree, nodding my head. Hopefully, from the giant smile on my face, he believes me. “I guess I didn’t think that youwouldn’t,I just wasn’t expecting it right now.” I lean in to kiss him, intending for something soft, but I’m quickly consumed by his taste and end up tackling him back onto the bed in my enthusiasm.
Our rock-hard erections line up as I cover his body with mine, managing to maintain the kiss. The feel of our cocks rubbing together is amazing and I grind my hips down into his to create even more friction. Our mouths devour each other, and I know that Beck joked about not being an active participant tonight, but he’s fighting me for control of the kiss.I love it.
“How do you want to do this?” I force myself to ask before I can get swept up in this position, his hands are now roaming my sides and when he squeezes my ass I almost ask to start with him inside of me, but I’m way too excited to risk finishing before I get the chance to be inside of him.
“Do you want me like this?” he asks, moving his mouth to my neck to leave a sloppy kiss before continuing. “Or, would you rather me get on my hands and knees, so that you can watch your cock filling me up for the first time?” he offers in that deep tone that he only uses during sex.
I let out a groan as that image fills my mind and I try to focus on what he asked me, pretty sure there was a question in there. “As much as I want to keep kissing you, now that you’ve put that picture in my head, I think I need to see the real thing.” My voice sounds whiny and desperate, which might be embarrassing if I didn’t know how much Beck loves it.
He chuckles before repositioning himself on his hands and knees on the bed while I grab the lube from my nightstand. I get on my knees behind him, sitting back on my feet to stop and really enjoy the view for a moment.
“Babe, I hope you know how hot your ass is,” I say as I squeeze the perfect round cheeks in my hands. It’s not the first time I’ve admired his bubble butt, but it is the first time I’ve looked at it knowing I was about to be inside of him, and I seriously need to hurry up with how much my dick is already leaking just thinking about it.
“It’ll be even hotter with your cock splitting me open,” he taunts and a whimper escapes from my throat.
“Okay, I’m going to start with a finger,” I warn, adding some lube and slowly rubbing it into his rim. He relaxes his head down onto his forearms, and this position has definitely gone straight to my head. Having Beck, a man who is so strong and confident, so commanding, on his knees, waiting for me to fuck him, is seriously blowing my mind.
I know that Beck loves me, and that he sees me as an equal partner in our relationship. I’m so grateful for that. But honestly, I usually like him taking control. Sure, neither of us holds back, and we’ll fight for dominance when we’re kissing or teasing each other. But, when it comes to who is fucking who, I’ve been more than happy to welcome Beck inside of me.
So I was definitely not expecting to have this dramatic of a reaction to swapping our positions. I’m not about to declare myself a top and give up bottoming or anything, but the control this position implies is super hot.
I add pressure to my finger as he relaxes and I work it in until he’s shifting his hips back to meet my hand. The feeling of his tight warm body squeezing around me, even when it’s just a finger, has my cock weeping.
I repeat the process with two fingers and then three, spreading them around and using plenty of lube to get him relaxed and ready for me. As eager as I might be to swap out my hand for the real deal, I don’t want to rush things and end up hurting him. Beck always makes sure bottoming is so good for me, I want him to enjoy the experience too.
My fingers brush over a soft spot that must be his prostate, and Beck lets out a soft moan as he moves his hips back to meet my hand more forcefully. It’s so hot seeing him like this, I’m so lucky to be able to share this with him.
“Baby, I need you to be a good boy and fuck me already,” he commands. I love that even on his knees, with his ass in the air ready to be fucked, Beck is still so in control.
I withdraw my hand, adding more lube before gripping the base of my swollen cock to guide the tip to his entrance. Slowly, I push my way in past the tight ring of muscle and I have to stop myself from slamming home as his ass seems eager to swallow my dick. “Fuck Babe, you’re so tight and warm, it feels absolutely incredible. There’s no way I’ll be able to last long like this,” I warn him.
Still, I force myself to take my time, slowly pushing in deeper, allowing him time to adjust to my cock inside of him. Then he shifts his hips back, forcing me the rest of the way in, and another whine escapes from my lips. I don’t move, afraid I really will finish too soon.
“Baby, I promise that I’m fine. But I won’t be if you don’t move and actually fuck me in the next two seconds.”
I laugh as I pull out a little before working my way back in, repeating the motion and picking up my pace, trusting that Beck won’t let me hurt him as I give into my pleasure. I grab his hips to pull him back into me, meeting the movement of my thrusts, all caution completely gone and forgotten. The bed is rocking, knocking into the wall with each motion, but I can barely hear it over the moans and gasps coming from the two of us.
“Fuck. Yes. Baby, just like that. Harder. Such a good boy. Faster. So good. I’m so close,” Beck praises between gasps as I fuck him harder than I thought I was capable of. One of his arms has shifted so that he can stroke his leaking cock as I continue to thrust into him. As much as I want to be the one working his dick, I don’t think I’m capable of slowing down right now to reposition myself. His tight, warm hole feels incredible squeezing my cock—I can’t believe I’ve lasted this long— I try to make sure my angle is working his prostate, noting his sounds of pleasure when I get it right, and eventually I feel Beck’s muscles tense. He lets out a strangled moan and his ass clenches around me, the intense pressure around my dick sending me right over the edge with him. My cock jerks and I fill him with my release as I continue to fuck him through our orgasms, trying to draw it out as the pleasure that had been building in my spine consumes my entire body.
