I opened my mouth. Tried to speak. But nothing came out.
The man above me shifted, pulling something from a backpack. “Need to get you warm.”
As he moved to cover me with a blanket, he froze. His head jerked up, and he looked at the other man. “She’s bleeding. Been cut.”
The second man cursed. “The rest of the team is still thirty minutes out.”
“We gotta get her warm. She’s hypothermic.”
They moved around me.
Blue eyes hovered above me. “We need to move you. It might hurt. But we have to get you warm.”
“No,” I croaked. “Hot.”
Pain streaked through those beautiful blue eyes. “I know you feel hot, but your body’s lying to you right now. We’re going to move you. On three. One. Two. Three.”
Fiery agony ripped through me as the men lifted me onto something. But I didn’t make a sound. It was instinct.Healways liked when I screamed. I’d learned to stay quiet and not give him the power.
Darkness wavered at the corners of my vision.
A hand gripped mine. “Halston, stay with me.”
Those fathomless eyes filled my vision. So beautiful. “Blue,” I whispered.
He squeezed my hand harder. “Halston!”
But I was already slipping under. I didn’t mind. At least I’d be drowning in kindness when I went.
1
LAWSON
PRESENT DAY
I blinkedagainst the early morning sunlight streaming through my bedroom window and tried to shift the weight off my bad shoulder—the one I’d hurt playing ball in high school—only I couldn’t move. Hell, I could barely breathe with the tiny foot shoved into my diaphragm.
A six-year-old shouldn’t have that kind of strength. But Charlie slept wild, like some wildebeest trapped in a cage. He kicked and punched. He’d even given me a black eye one night.Thathad been interesting to explain at the station.
Currently, he’d twisted himself sideways in my California king, so I had less than a foot of space and had his heel planted firmly in my gut. At least, it wasn’t the face this time.
My alarm blared on my nightstand, and I reached over the small lump in my bed to shut it off. My eyes burned as if someone had poured acid into them.
Coffee. I needed coffee. Preferably an IV drip I could carry around with me all day.
As I shifted to lay back on the pillow, Charlie jerked, his legs lashing out, one striking me directly in the balls.
The strangled noise that escaped my throat sounded like a wounded animal going through puberty. I bit the inside of my cheek so hard I tasted blood.
Charlie stretched, oblivious to the fact that he had just ended all possibility of me having any future children. Good thing the three I already had were enough.
He smacked his lips. “Morning.”
I breathed in through my nose and out through my mouth, waiting for the pain to pass.
Charlie’s brow scrunched. “You’ve got a funny face, Dad.”
I let one last breath out. “Just tired, bud.”
