Eyelids hooded and his jaw slack, Finn rakes his hungry gaze down my body before settling on my index finger as it sinks into my tight hole. I groan, never taking my eyes off him as I work the single digit in, then out, before adding my middle finger next.
“You have to get me nice and stretched,” I explain, my voice giving away how gone I already am. “I know I don’t need to tell you this, but your cock is massive.”
He smirks, rolling his eyes.
Withdrawing my fingers, I sink back in with three this time as I nod toward the bottle of lube. “Coat your fingers for me, daddy.” Moaning as I curl my fingers and graze my prostate, I add, “Get them nice and slick for me so I can replace my hand with yours.”
Finn doesn’t waste any time as he does exactly as I say, and as he inches closer, I pull my fingers out, feeling my hole clench with the loss of fullness, and I soak in the lust-drunk look on his face. I can tell he’s nervous, but I can also tell that’s he more turned on and eager.
“Start with one,” I say. Pulling my legs back toward my chest, I hold them behind my knees. “Just like you would if it was a pussy.”
His eyes lift to meet mine as he brings his finger to my hole. My lips part, eyebrows dipping as he eases past the tight ring of muscle. It doesn’t burn like it usually would, thanks to me getting myself started, but the feeling of his thick finger instead of mine lights my body up something fierce. Finn’s gaze alternates between my face and where he’s entering me, arousal and some other emotion that I can’t place splashed on his face. After a minute, he adds a second finger, fucking me nice and slow with them before inserting another.
I gasp at the stretch because his three fingers are significantly bigger than mine. “Fuck, that’s it,” I breathe. “Curl your fingers up.”
A burst of white-hot pleasure vibrates through my body as he massages that sweet spot inside of me, my cock leaking like a faucet when he keeps doing it over and over again. His gaze is on my face, brows pinched in concentration, and his cheeks flushed, lips parted. I pull myself up onto my elbows so I can get a better view of him finger-fucking me, and the sight only enhances the overwhelming pleasure flowing through me.
“That feel good?” he asks.
I nod, letting out a long, needy moan as he applies deeper pressure to my prostate. “Yes— Fuck!” I gasp, letting my head fall back. “Keep going. Feels… s-so fucking… g-good.”
Skin tingling, my whole body is on fire as the pleasure intensifies and spreads until I can feel it down in my limbs and up in my head. My thighs tremble, my abdominal muscles clenching and squeezing as sweat beads along my temples and across my chest.
“Fuck, I wish you could see yourself right now,” Finn growls. “So fuckin’ sexy.”
Even in the dark room, I can see his eyes are nearly black, and a quick look down shows me he’s still rock hard.He’s turned on doing this to me… He’s enjoying this.
“Don’t stop,” I cry out, pressure building low in my spine. It quickly ripples through my whole body like lightning, the hair on my arms and the back of my neck standing on end, nipples and cock stiff and so fucking sensitive, and then it hits me. “Oh, f-fuck. Oh, fuck. Don’t stop, daddy!”
My head throws back as huge waves crash into me, one right after another, my hole clenching around his fingers. Dick throbbing and pulsing, I’m leaking a sticky mess all over my stomach as I ride out the pleasure. Once the intensity dies down, my chest heaves as I catch my breath.
“What was that?” Finn asks, something like amazement in his voice. “Did you just come? Without touching your dick?”
Chuckling, I swipe my fingers through the mess I made, bringing them up to his lips. Without question, he opens up and sucks them into his mouth, groaning as he licks them clean. “Yes, it was a prostate orgasm.”
I remove my fingers from his mouth and reach for the bottle of lube, cracking it open and drizzling some onto his cock.
“You can come from that alone?” Finn’s palms rub up and down the top of my thighs as I glide the cool gel all over his length.
“Not every guy can, but yes. And I don’t fully ejaculate from them. It’s mostly like pre-cum, but more.” Flicking my gaze up to his, I smirk and say, “And if you’re open to it, I fully plan to show you how amazing they can be one day.”
Diving in, his mouth devours mine with fervor. It’s filled with passion and lust, and it makes my heart skip a beat. After a few moments, he rests his forehead against mine, breathing me in as I continue to stroke him.
“I need you,” he grits out, nails biting into the flesh on my thighs as he spreads my legs wider. “I need to be inside you already, Ash. I can’t take it.”
Letting go of his cock, I lie back and gaze up at him, completely unable to believe that this is happening.
“So, fuck me, daddy.”
Chapter 27
Finn
The organ in my chest is working on overdrive tonight, beating a mile a minute against my ribs as I fight to calm my nerves. I’ve been having sex for a long time at this point, but I can honestly say I’ve never been as nervous about having sex as I am right now. As I slather some more lube on Ash’s hole, wanting to make sure he’s more than ready, all I can think is that I hope he can’t see the tremor in my hand.
I don’t even think my nerves come with it being the first time I’m having sex with a man. Yes, of course, it’s different and nerve-wracking all on its own, but it’s not that. It’s the fact that it’sAshI’m about to sink into that has my heart clear up in my throat. I had already accepted my sexual attraction to him, and even an emotional attraction, prior to today, but if this afternoon showed me anything, it’s just how much I’ve grown to care about him.
Knowing and acknowledging my feelings for him, paired with being completely inexperienced while he’s the opposite, has doubt creeping in like it never has before. It feels like I’m inover my head, but I want this to be great for Ash. I’m not even inside him yet, and I’m already so turned on I can barely think straight. Watching him come undone with only my fingers in him just now was easily the hottest thing I’ve ever seen. It’s not my first time seeing him come, but that was… That was sexy and breathtaking. Experiencing that altered something in my brain chemistry, I’m sure of it.
