The way he phrases it as a question causes a pang right in the center of my chest. I nod. “No, I do. You just look…frozen. I don’t want you to do anything that makes you uncomfortable. I know getting your dick sucked by a guy is a whole lot different than touching one yourself. If you need a minute—or longer—I’m okay with that. You don’t, like, owe me anything just because I did?—”
“Will you hush for a minute?” he interjects, taking me by surprise.
Pressing my lips together, I fight a smirk, waiting quietly for whatever it is he’s about to say.
“Anyone ever tell you that you ramble an awful lot when you get nervous?” Cope breathes out a laugh, the sound settling something inside of me.
Indicating to my closed lips with my hand, I shrug, as if saying,“Can’t talk, remember, bossy?”
He rolls his eyes, a grin tilting his lips. “And stubborn,” he adds, to which I flip him off. “I don’t need a minute, and I’m not freaking out. I just…” He breathes out another laugh, scrubbing a hand over his face. “Your dick’s really hot. I wasn’t totally sure how I’d react to seeing one in a sexual setting, and it caught me off guard how turned on it made me seeing it boing out like that. Seeing the glistening pre-cum on your stomach is…making me even harder.” He shrugs bashfully before adding, “And I’ve also never seen an uncut cock before. It’s cute, like a little hoodie.”
My eyes go wide, a grin cracking on my face. “Alittle hoodie?” I all but bark at him, sitting up so we’re face to face.
“Well, notlittle,” he corrects, gesturing toward my dick. “Because I mean, come on, it’s an impressive hoodie, if you ask me.”
“Copeland Murphy!” I can’t even get his name out without laughing at how ridiculous he is, and how he managed to lighten the entire mood in the matter of seconds. “My foreskin isnota hoodie.”
He hums, lips twitching as he waggles his brows suggestively at me. “Kinda like it when you use my full name like that.” Running a rough, warm palm up one of my thighs, he eyes me from underneath his lashes. “Would you prefersweater snakeinstead?”
This time, I laugh so hard I snort before swatting his hand away.
“Turtle in a shell?”
“Oh, my God,” I choke out.
“Peensleeve?”
“Stop talking,” I demand, feigning exasperation, but I can’t stop from chuckling. “You are ridiculous.”
“Yeah, but you like it, though, don’t you?” There’s humor in his eyes and a crooked grin tipped up on his lips. Despite how unbearably horny I am, I can’t help but give in to the playfulness.
Lifting one of my shoulders in a shrug, I mutter, “Eh, it’s alright.”
“Ha! Alright, my ass,” he teases, rolling his eyes.
I bite down on my lip, trying to hide the smirk threatening to spread. A heated expression takes over his face as he rakes his gaze down my body, and suddenly, the playfulness is gone.
Finger hooked under my chin, he leans in, that damn panty-dropping smirk on his face before he presses a kiss to my lips. His tongue is gentle when it slips into my mouth, but he doesn’t fail to steal my breath anyway. “Can I touch it?” he asks against my lips, the huskiness of his voice taking me by surprise. Gone is the teasing guy from a moment ago.
The intensity of his stare, paired with the way he’s still gripping my chin, sends a thrill down my spine, a bolt of arousal burying itself in my rock-hard cock. I nod, unable to formulate a response. There’s no hesitation, no moment to prepare himself—or me. When his hand wraps around my base and strokes upward slowly before rolling back down, it’s an effort to not close my eyes. To not roll them back. His grip is firm, but not too much, and his lips are still a hairsbreadth from mine, so close I can taste him. So close I canfeelhow his breathing kicks up a notch. How it matches my own.
With a flick of his wrist, I moan, the sensation maddening. You’d never know, with the sure way he’s pumping me and the heated way he’s watching me, that this was his first time touching another man. If he’s nervous, he hides it well. My heart rate kicks up, a rapid staccato against my ribcage, the air turning stifling in the room. Sweat lines my brow, the back of my neck, and my body lights up like live wire. I’m on fire. Every touch feels euphoric, and when his hand drops from my chin to the hardened bud on my left pec and pinches, I feel like I could come already.
“I’m gonna have fun with these,” he rasps, flicking the barbell through the sensitive flesh but never taking his eyes off mine. His lips tip up into a grin that would make my knees buckle had I been standing.
Yeah, me too,I want to say but can’t find the words. Nipple play is one of my favorite things. I’ve almost come from that alone before.
Blindly reaching out, I fumble a few times before I find his dick. I wrap a hand around his thick girth, mimicking his movement, knowing I won’t be lasting. Honestly, I’m surprised I’ve even lasted this long.
“Cope,” I cry out, the sensation beginning in my toes as it bubbles up like a volcano about to erupt. A chill racks through my body the higher it gets, the intensity enough to have me seeing stars.
“Me too,” is all he says before crashing his mouth into mine.
The minute our tongues roll together, I’m done for. With my eyes slammed shut and my other hand gripping Cope’s bicep, nails digging into his skin, I explode. My dick pulses, balls throbbing as I shoot thick ropes. He swallows my cries as his muscles tense and I feel him let go. Neither of us stops stroking the other until we’re both too sensitive to handle it anymore, andafter Cope gets up and wets a towel for us to clean off with, we collapse onto the bed, sated and exhausted.
Nerves begin twisting in my gut the longer we lie here, as I wonder how he’s handling all of this internally—hooking up with a man for the first time. On the outside, he seems perfectly fine, but I can’t help but worry he’ll freak out once it all sets in. I don’t have a clue how he’ll be in the morning when the moment’s passed, but for right now, I’m going to enjoy the way he wraps an arm around me and buries his face into my neck like he can’t breathe without being near me.
I’m going to enjoy it in case it never happens again.
