“Hell yeah. You fuck me first, and when you come, I’ll flip and fuck you.” I sit up, pressing my hand to his chest and urging him to lie down. “But let me prep you first, because by the time it’s my turn, I’m going to be so keyed up, and I don’t want to risk hurting you for your first time.”
Positioning myself between his legs, I allow myself a moment to take it all in. To drag my gaze over his naked body as I pull his briefs down. I vividly remember wanting to do this all those years ago, and I never thought I’d get to. It’s surreal being here with him right now.
Segan’s cock is hard and leaking as it slaps against his abs. Unable to resist, I grab it, bending down to take him in my mouth for a moment. I suck and lick, relishing the salty flavor erupting on my taste buds. He tastes so damn good.
I grab the lube off the bed, but before opening it, I need to taste him somewhere else too. Scooting farther down, I spread his firm cheeks open with my hands, dipping my head down and running the flat of my tongue along his entrance. It flutters against my touch and Segan lets out a breathy type of moan.
Getting him nice and wet, loosening him up for me, I fight to grind my hips into the mattress. The idea that soon I’ll get to sink into him is too much. I pour a glob of lube onto my index finger, circling his hole and applying a little pressure. Glancing up at him, I try to gauge how he’s feeling, but all I see when I look at him are lust-drunk eyes and so much desire, it nearly steals my breath.
“You okay?” I ask anyway, needing to be sure before we go any further.
He nods. “More than okay.”
We share a look that seemingly says more than either of us knows how to at the moment.
“I’m going to slide a finger in and work on opening you up, but if it ever gets to be too much, just tell me and I’ll stop.”
Segan smiles warmly. “I trust you, Josie.”
He bears down on my finger, letting it slip past the tight muscle, his face pinched as he appears to hold his breath.
“You gotta breathe through it, baby,” I tell him, getting down to the second knuckle. “Take a deep breath in for me. Good, now exhale for me.” He does as I tell him to, and more pride swells in my chest. “Good. Now do it again; in through your nose, out through your mouth.”
One finger quickly turns to two as I work on stretching him, fingers scissoring inside of him, and when I stroke along his prostate, his eyes roll back, and he lets out the sexiest moan I’ve ever heard, making my cock throb.
Before long, I’m so turned on, I can’t take it anymore. I pull out of him, flipping over to lie on my back. I reach for the lube, pouring more onto my fingers to start prepping myself. He watches me with hungry eyes and a hand around his length.
“Glove up,” I grit out. “I need you in me, like, now.”
More than anything, I want to feel him fuck me raw, but I know he’ll put up a huge fight if I ask for it right now, so I don’t even bother. That’s a conversation for another day, when I’m not bordering on the edge of coming before he even enters me.
Segan grabs the lube, coating himself in a thin layer before lining himself up. We share a needy, desperate groan as he sinks inside, the pressure and the fullness exactly what I need.
“Fuckkk…” Segan throws his head back onto his shoulders as he pulls out to the tip and sinks back in to the hilt.
His movements start out slow and controlled. Long, steady strokes, his hips rolling perfectly against me. But it doesn’t take long at all for him to lose all finesse. He quickly gets harder, rougher, the strokes turning shallow as his slick skin slaps against mine. The smell of sex fills the air, and it’s intoxicating.
“I’m not gonna last long,” he admits through gritted teeth, like it’s taking all of his self-control to not blow. “The thought of you filling me up has me wanting to come already.”
I can’t help but smirk because I feel the same way. I can’t wait to feel him from the inside out. To claim him this way. Reaching out, my fingers find his nipples, twisting and tugging on them. He growls, pumping into me harder, and I know he’s teetering right there on the edge. His muscles bunch up and tighten, and his movements are shaky. Segan’s jaw goes slack, and then he stills, spilling into the condom with a guttural groan.
“God, you look so fucking beautiful when you come,” I tell him, barely holding on myself. His cheeks flush even more than before, and it makes me want to devour him.
As soon as he pulls out, I’m grabbing another condom, ripping it open with my teeth, and rolling it on. He slides into my lap as I find the bottle of lube, slicking my fingers up with some more and bringing them to his hole. I shove a finger in with much less gentleness than before, quickly adding another. Segan plants a palm on my chest as he holds himself up for me.
I fuck him with my fingers probably longer than I need to, but I don’t want to not hurt him. Once I’m sure he’ll be okay, I slap a hand down on his ass before lining myself up. “Lower yourself onto me, baby.” My hands grip onto his hips. “That way, if it’s too much, you’re in control and can back off.”
Segan bites down on his bottom lip, hair hanging in his eyes as he nods, looking nervous as hell. His body is tense, and he’s back to looking like he’s not breathing. That won’t do.
“Kiss me,” I order him. He leans down, sealing his lips to mine. My tongue brushes along his, sucking on the tip, enjoying the taste of him. “We don’t have to do this,” I breathe into his mouth.
Shaking his head, he says, “No, I want to.” His tone is adamant.
I chuckle as he sits back up. “Alright, well, you’re going to have to breathe through it, and I need you to relax. I know it’s hard, but it’ll hurt a lot less if you aren’t so tensed up.”
He looks so determined as he nods one more time, lowering himself onto my dick. It takes a little bit of work, but eventually, the tip slips inside, the pressure around me immense. It steals the oxygen from my lungs.
“Fucking hell, you’re so goddamn tight.” My fingers dig into the flesh along his hips, so hard, I’m sure they’ll bruise later.
