No, no, no! Whatnow?
Luke raised his head and stared at her with something like guilt in his eyes. Glancing at the package in his hand, he said, “Shari, there’s something I have to tell you. It’s about the book.I—”
She giggled and kissed him, cutting off his words, glad it was only a moment’s insecurity holding him back. Poor Luke, he was so passionate, and still so unsure. She was certain he was going to admit to some inadequacy that would make him feel stupid and tarnish this wonderful moment. She wanted to give him an experience so positive and blissful he’d never feel inadequate again. “You don’t have to tell me anything. Too much talk spoils themood.”
He stared at her for another moment as though struggling with himself, then touched her hair. “You’re right. It’llkeep.”
Wanting everything to go smoothly for their first time together, she took the foil package from his hand, opened it, then began to roll the condom on for him. She didn’t usually do this, and was surprised at how absolutely sexy it was. He was so hot and hard that she couldn’t resist squeezing and caressing him a little, until he moaned and she knew she’d better stop. As magnificent as his erection was, it wouldn’t do either of them any good if he turned out to be a premature ejaculator. So she smoothed the latex over his shaft and, while she had him on his back, straddledhim.
Keeping her gaze on his, she wrapped her fingers around him once more and rubbed the tip of his penis against herself, letting him see how much it excited her. Normally, with a new guy, she’d be much too inhibited to act like this, but with Luke she knew she had to take control, especially this very first time. She felt as proud and careful as if she were initiating a virgin. She so wanted this to be good forhim.
So far, it seemed to be very good for him if his heaving chest and pumping hips were any indication. He wanted to be inside her almost as much as she wanted himthere.
She made them both wait while she rubbed herself up and down his length a few more times, increasing her own arousal to melting point, then she eased slowly ontohim.
In spite of the fact that she was close to orgasm, and her body was as ready as it would ever be, she still felt the slight stretch as her body accommodatedhim.
He was a bigman.
She took her time, and she felt his tension, sensing how badly he wanted to thrust, and that he was letting her take him at her own pace. Silently, she thanked whoever wrote the book for teaching him that all-important courtesy. Just when she thought she was so full she wouldn’t be able to take any more, she found herself settled tight against Luke’s hips, and knew he was in all the way. She didn’t think she’d ever forget the look in his eyes. It was almost shockingly intimate, and also tender. Wanting to increase the intimacy in every way possible, she leaned forward until they were touching everywhere, then kissed himdeeply.
She started to move. She started off slow, feeling the pull and slide as she grew accustomed to his size, and the building friction as she increased the pace. She rose to her knees, taking him deep, faster and faster as the wonderful, unbearable tension rose. His hands were on her breasts, her shoulders, her hips; he was tossing beneath her and she could have sworn he was straining to go deeper still. Suddenly it was all too much. She couldn’t holdback.
“I’m going to… Oh… Oh, I’m going to…” Before she could complete the thought, the wave lifted her, churned her through time and space, where she only vaguely heard panting, a woman’s keening cry and then the long groan of a man’ssatisfaction.
When she came back to herself, she was slumped against him, her head tucked under his chin. She heard his harsh breathing, and watched his chest labor. “You’re not going to faint again, are you?” She was only halfteasing.
He patted her shoulder and somehow ended up with her breast in his hand. She didn’t think it was an accident. “I might. If I don’t outrightdie.”
