His eyes stayed on me, his hands and shadows roamed, cupping my breast, rubbing my clit, caressing my body like there was more than one person holding me. I was being lifted to ridehim easier, touched like I was part of some kinky reverse harem. I was being damn loved like there was more than one man here.
And damnit, I loved him too.
Thanatos leaned over and sucked on my neck, wrapping his arms around me as I grew closer to my orgasm.
“That’s it, a little more and we come together, my treasure.”
I felt like I’ve already orgasmed ten times. I was sensitive, my clit swollen and hot. But it was just a matter of--this was going to be the biggest orgasm I’ve ever had in my damn life.
“I can’t,” I nearly cried out. “I’m scared it will hurt.”
Scared my body will hurt, or scared that my heart will freaking combust because I love this god? I didn’t know which.
Thanatos bucked his hips, his shadows holding my ass and parting them.
Oh, shit he isn’t, is he?
“It won’t hurt, not when I am here,” he swore. “I’ll always make you feel good and wanted. Thanatos licked his finger next to my ear while we continued to buck wildly against each other. “Now trust me, just trust me.”
I whimpered against him; I was close. So close.
His finger pushed through the tight ring of my backside, my hands scratched the bark behind Thanatos’ head. He pushed through until all I felt was fullness in both my pussy and ass. So. Damn. Full.
“I can’t hold it anymore!” I cried out.
“Then come, come with me now,” he snarled.
And the dam broke.
My back arched, his finger pushed deep inside my backside while his cock exploded deep inside me. That didn’t stop my pussy from leaking a copious amount of my own fluid arousal.
“Fuck!” Thanatos continued to fuck both of my holes, my pussy strangling his cock as he did.
I let my head fall on his shoulder, completely spent, knowing there would be no round two. The wax that was drawn with his name on my body was crackling and peeling. I was super aware of all touches, his shadows, his fingers, hands, and dick.
He slowly slid out his finger from my ass. I winced, almost embarrassed, but he just hushed me and kissed my shoulder. I heard a tube pop open, a squirt and tissue being used.
I stayed still, just feeling the beating of his heart that I never thought he had at one point and listened to his breathing evening it out.
Once he was finished cleaning his hands, he ran his fingers through my hair and sighed deeply, pressing a tender kiss to my hair.
“Thanatos?”
He hummed, laying his cheek on my head.
“I—I love you.”
His shadows stopped caressing my body, and I watched them dissipate. Maybe post glow sex wasn’t the best time to tell him, but I don’t think I could hold it back.
I pulled away from him, my arms still around his neck with my cuffed wrists.
“You love me?” He asked, shocked.
Why was he so damn shocked? Did I act like I despised him that much?
“No, no.” He shook his head. “It’s not that. It’s just, you have hesitated with our bond, keeping your soul. You don’t act like you want mine.” His eyes softened and a hint of disappointment fell over those pretty blue eyes.
“It’s not that I don’t want to. It’s barely been a month. Humans date awhile before they get married, and you want to bond with me forever. I still can’t believe you want to be with me. You might get bored-- “