She shook her head. “No. I’ve never been a sexual person. I’ve never been attracted to anyone, had no urges.” She blushed, and it went down her neck and disappeared beneath her shirt.
I would like to see how far it went, but I wouldn’t push my luck, not today anyway.
My mate looked away from me. “You are the first person I have found extremely attractive, and my body reacted. I didn’t know what to do. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t do that. You are my rescuer; you have been wonderful and kind and—”
I pressed my finger to her lips to keep her from talking any further. I didn’t want her to feel guilty. I didn’t want her to tell me it was a mistake and she would never do it again. I was fucking elated that she would find me damn attractive.
There were too many times I thought of myself as less than. The wolves—they were more appealing. They looked more human. They were the right height, had the right amount of hair, they were more approachable. Me? Too tall, had tons of hair unless I kept it trimmed, my beard was too long, my face always scowled. My dick—fuck, my dick. I didn’t even know where to start on that and using it with Nadia?
“Nadia, you do not need to be sorry. I find you damn attractive, too.”
“You do?” Her enormous eyes locked onto mine as she pushed her glasses back up her nose.
“I don’t think I would have sucked your slick off your finger otherwise.” I smiled.
“Oh, my god!” She put both hands on her face to hide herself. “I thought it was a bear thing.”
My mate and I were certainly different, but I had a feeling that Nadia was even more pure than I wanted to admit. She had had no sexual desires before me? Did this mean what I thought it did?
“Little bee?” I pulled her hands away. “Are you saying you have never been with anyone else? You have never been with another male or female?”
“No, I’ve never been with anyone. I’ve never even, um, have had a, uh, an orgasm before.”
My heart stopped in my chest for a second time for this woman. How could she not have had a man touch her, let alone had an orgasm? My mate was stunning, the most beautiful woman I had ever laid eyes on. Men should have fallen to their feet, kissed the ground she walked on, begging her to spit on their faces.
Yet, she did not want any of them, even if they stumbled after her.
No, she didn’t want them.
She wants me.
“Nadia, how old are you?”
Nadia’s weight shifted in my lap, causing my cock to graze against her soft, smooth thigh. A low groan escaped my lips as I felt the delicious friction of her warm body against mine.
It felt so damn good to have an erection back, but it was torturing all the same.
“Twenty-four, if it’s truly the end of January.” My mate squirmed in my lap again. I groaned, holding her body still.
“What’s wrong?” I gripped her tighter, and her thighs snapped together, rubbing against each other.
She blushed again, shaking her head.
Another wave of honey blossomed around us, and my body was going to explode just by the smell of her alone. It had been a good five years since I had any sort of release by my hand, but what about her? She’d never had a damn orgasm in her life, and I interrupted her in the bathroom trying to get her first one.
And I was going to give it to her. I was going to be the first to give her everything. First and last.
“Nadia,” I groaned. “We need to finish what you started.”
I felt her hot breath on my neck as she gasped for air in short pants. My hand traced a path across her stomach, feeling the soft fabric of her shirt under my fingertips. The heat radiating from her body made me acutely aware of the intimate moment we were sharing.
Once again, she was rendered speechless, and her hands fisted against my shirt. “Let me help you,” I rasped, “it will give me great pleasure being the one to make you come first.”
I laid her on the couch, hovering over her. Her eyes were wide, not in fear but in uncertainty. Her hands were on my chest, her body trembling with anticipation. “I-I don’t know. I’m not sure what I was doing before, but I was close until you interrupted.” She narrowed her eyes at me.
My grizzly purred, letting the vibrations of my body seep over her. She relaxed instantly, like a drug invading her system, and she calmed her body onto the couch. “Do you trust me? I won’t do anything unless you want me to.” My hands followed the contour of her body. She closed her eyes as I reached her bare thigh, and I pulled it over my hip.
“You don’t have to think. Just enjoy what you are feeling.” I kissed her neck. She whimpered, her arms wrapping around me.
