Something I’d never had much of.
 
 What did I have?
 
 I looked around the room. Nothing. Just me in a not-so-rickety chair. And I was too damn weak to rip the arms off.
 
 With a deep breath, I looked around again. Desperate.
 
 If I was still here when Roman came back in, it would be worse. So much worse.
 
 I yanked at one of the arms again. It wiggled—but held fast.
 
 That gave me an idea.
 
 I might not be able to rip the arm off. But maybe I could knock the whole thing over.
 
 It was stupid. But when a girl ran out of smart options, she used whatever she had left.
 
 I wrapped my fingers around the wooden armrests and shifted my weight from side to side.
 
 The chair rocked. Groaned.
 
 I threw my body into it, over and over.
 
 Each time it landed back on all four legs, I cursed and started again.
 
 It took more effort than I thought it would.
 
 The manacles chafed. Sweat covered me. My lungs burned. My throat screamed.
 
 But I kept going.
 
 Finally, the chair tilted far enough. My stomach lurched.
 
 I twisted to control the fall—but I was too late.
 
 The chair slammed into the desk. My shoulder hit first. Something on the desk tumbled to the floor as I went down with it.
 
 The bang echoed through the room.
 
 White-hot pain exploded through my shoulder, sending shockwaves down my back and into my ribs.
 
 I winced. That was going to bruise—badly. Maybe worse.
 
 There was a real chance I might’ve cracked something. Maybe even started to bleed inside.
 
 If I was seriously injured, it would take me out faster than whatever Roman had in mind.
 
 All that work—and still neither of the damn arms broke.
 
 Now I was chained to a chair on my side. Possibly injured. With even less mobility than before.
 
 Fuck my life.
 
 Then—miracle of miracles—the door opened.
 
 A guard rushed in, gun drawn.
 
 “What the hell is happening?” he shouted, sweeping the room with his weapon. Then he saw me.
 
 
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
 