The praise seems to ease his nerves as he groans around my throbbing cock, and I feel his tongue swirling around my piercings while he looks up at me with those intense green eyes. He starts making small humming noises that vibrate right through me.
I can feel myself getting closer to the edge just from this, but I don’t want it to end yet. I thread my fingers deeper through his silky black hair, holding him close as he takes more of my length into his mouth.
“Fuck, Kieran,” I moan, looking down at him. His eyes flicker up to meet mine before closing again, focusing on his task. His tongue flicks over the tip of my cock, teasing me mercilessly like he knows exactly what he’s doing.
“God. That feels good.” My voice is hoarse with lust as I lean against the table for support. The sounds we make fill the room; it’s intoxicating and makes me drunk with desire.
Itry to keep my jaw relaxed as I take him deeper into my mouth. He moves his hips leisurely, pushing himself in and out. I try to suck, but mostly I am mesmerized by the way he works his body, thrusting himself between my lips, helping me with my nearly non-existent technique.
I can feel every piercing down his shaft glide along my tongue. He moans, and then his hips start to rock back and forth a little faster.
My hands grip onto his thighs, trying to keep his pace from speeding up as he thrusts. I don’t want to gag if he goes too deep.
Fuck, I can’t believe I am sucking his dick. Hmm, and the taste of his precum is different than I imagined. Fucking delectable.
I try to focus on the task at hand, swallowing him deeper with each grinding thrust. His hands tangle in my hair, guiding me, urging me on. I’m not sure how much longer I can resist, but I want to make him scream.
I choke on him for a moment, he whimpers at the sound and keeps thrusting. I gasp for breath as I manage to keep up with him, taking more of him than I thought possible. My tonguedances along the metallic bars, seeking out each piercing, each sensitive inch of his throbbing dick.
“Fuck!” he curses and pulls away, his dick twitching as it leaves my mouth. “Fintan…” I whisper breathlessly as our eyes meet. “Did I do something wrong?”
He reaches for my throat, squeezing as he leans down and kisses me before biting at my bottom lip. The action nearly has me burning up with a hunger I have never experienced before.
His eyes lock onto mine, searing me with raw desire. “You are perfect, but I want more. I need more.”
He has an almost irresistible air of dominance, and I can’t help but feel a need to give him what he wants. “Tell me what you want,” I say, trying to keep my voice steady.
He smirks with a glint in his eyes. “I want to fuck you; like you fucked me. Show me that you want me as much as I want you.”
The mention of what I was forced to do to him in that basement floods my mind and hesitation seeps into my bones as I feel his words coil tightly around my heart.
“Kai, get out of your head. I meant what I said. She doesn’t control us. We are in control,” he says as he guides me to my feet, his hand still around my throat as his other hand starts stroking my cock.
I nod, swallowing the unwanted emotions that threaten to ruin the moment. I’ve wanted this for so long and I cannot keep letting Alex control my thoughts.
She does not own us.
“I don’t know how to do this, Fintan,” Kieran admits, his face flushed and his breathing coming out in uneasy huffs. “Relax, Darlin’. Give yourself to me. I have been waiting for this since feeling your cock for the first time,” I say, my voice deep and smooth as I watch him start to relax at my command.
Fuck, he will be the death of me.
“W—want me to get some lube?” he stammers nervously. “Come with me,” I say, reaching for his hand before I guide him toward his bedroom.
“Why are we going to my room?”
“I want you to be as relaxed as possible, Darlin’. You deserve to have a special first time. This is where you’ve always been yourself. Unburdened by social constructs. Let me erase the memory that haunts you, Kieran.”
“No. If you want to override my memory of our fucked-upactualfirst time then I want to erase everyone that has been with you before me,” he growls in a low tone as he yanks on my hand and changes direction to my room instead.
God, he makes me feel alive. Darlin’, I’ll give you whatever you fucking desire.
He walks to my bed and takes a seat on the edge. “Why do you call me that?” he asks, flashing me a heated, curious gaze as his hair falls perfectly over his brow.
“What? Darlin’?” I ask as I walk to my nightstand to find a bottle of lube. “Yeah…” he drawls, waiting for an explanation as if the nickname somehow offended him.
“There’s no particular reason, I just thought it suited you,” I explain and my dick twitches at the sight of the flushed look on his face.
He stares at me for a moment, then shrugs. “Okay, then.” I walk toward him with the bottle in my grip and give him a little shove, so he is lying on his back, the intensity of his gaze indicating he’s not entirely convinced, but he’s willing to go along with it.
